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徹夜不眠

2011-07-02T14:11:00.000-07:00

這個blog死了差不多將近一年了吧？哈哈。我之前完全沒有要更新的意思……抱歉咯

不過從此它也就成為了一個沒有人會來關注的blog，哈哈

現在已經凌晨4點。

什麼原因激發我今天會回來寫這個post呢？的卻，我今天是在想一件事情。也不能說在“煩”，因為基本上這件事情和我沒什麼關係，怎麼說都是人家的私人恩怨…我只能說我自己雞婆咯……哈哈。事情是這樣的，我的兩個兄弟吵架了【當然是沒有血緣關係的朋友啦XD】。至於是誰，因為什麼，在吵什麼，因為一些原因我不能說，不好意思。不過這個post，寫的都是我對於這次事件的看法。我不知道萬一他看到了，會給我什麼反應。畢竟接下來我所寫的，都是我以前從來沒有和他說過的話。

什麼是兄弟？某種意義上他比我更了解，因為他是一個重感情的人。他知道，兄弟是關心，這方面他做的很好，他在開導人這面有一手。兄弟是信用，他是一個很守信用的人，說過是這樣就是這樣，很讓人放心。兄弟也免不了娛樂，每次和他外出，總是會鬧出一些驚世的笑話，又或者是一直被他zat，這方面你絕對贏不過他的XD。可是有些時候，他的確是有一些舉動是讓我們做兄弟的提心吊膽的。就是他的脾氣和想法。

1. 對於他所重視的人，他很容易被他們的一些無意的舉動給傷害，觸怒而大動干戈。這叫“說者無心，聽者有意”吧？我不知道，不過我們每個人都試過，因為一些有心，無心的動作或說話而遭到一些“待遇”。這方面很多時候都讓我們都很無奈，當然那些事情我們並沒有放在心上，過去就過去了。

2. 他面對決定時是一個十分偏激的人。今天，我問過他打算怎麼解決，他給我的回答，老實說，的確是蠻讓人討厭的。因為一些原因，我無法說出他的回答，但算是一個很過，很為難的決定。當時我的第一個反應就是“不是吧”，其實他的那句已經是意料之內的回答，但我心理上還是沒辦法適應。可能他只是口頭上說說？可能他不會那麼做？但如果他真的那麼做，這也只會反映出他的稚氣與任性。

為什麼我會這麼說。兄弟也是忍耐/容忍。沒有誰不忍耐誰能活過一輩子，我不敢講他沒有忍耐過，他經歷過我們沒有經歷的，他有我們沒有的。但這可能是驅使他做這個決定最大的原因。我們都有要忍耐的人，爸爸，媽媽，兄弟姐妹，甚至是“嵐茂幫”也少不了這個紛爭。

【我站且把他們叫A , B 吧。上面說的"他"是 A】

A告訴我，他忍了B很久了，他受夠了B給他的pattern。

無可否認，B是自己拿來衰的。我認識A多久就認識B多久，他有什麼pattern我們心裡有數。中學的日子，我們可能都習慣了他的pattern了吧，我們都不以為然，反而以前，A和B比A和我的感情還要好。現在回想一下，我們以前一起ponteng打機，一起吸煙，一起在學校裡面lepak，“走佬”，一起經歷“日曬雨淋”，不管大熱天還是下雨，有多少個人願意為你一起走？打架那些不包啦，哈哈。我們很少接觸這些場面，A比較多。我們一起笑過，但是沒有一起哭過啦，不過對方不開心的時候，我們給予安慰與關心，人家都說“男人眼淚不輕彈”麼？我們甚至看過對方的淚水。男人只有在自己信任的人面前流淚，難道不是麼？而且A很多時候都是和B說心事的。以前B一有麻煩，A馬上站出來幫他出頭。記得上次B爆頭，第一件事就是找A，A也義不容辭的幫他。

我們嵐茂的事情怎麼說都說不完，我們也有過討厭對方的日子，甚至我們每個人都有被討厭過。可是怎麼變？做兄弟的，姊妹的，"遇左"的咯。可能他的pattern真的一天比一天過分，可能你真的覺得受委屈了，但難道因為他的那個pattern，你要抹殺掉我們的這段感情，這段回憶？？五年，說長不長，說短不短，但對我們這些年輕的都足夠了，我們20歲都沒有，這些人已經陪你走過1/4的人生啊。你真的能說方就放？

我們知道你受委屈了，我們也覺得當中可能有誤會，只是你的脾氣，你沒有冷靜下來。是你講的，做兄弟!!有什麼不是三口六面“拆點”他咯!!要搞到這樣meh?!!我真的很希望你能冷靜下來，想一想他pattern意外的事情，我們真的不想看不到以前一對好兄弟反目，就是因為那個pattern咯。我們以前又何嘗不是有紛爭？我不相信沒有其他方法好的過你的回答。我可能現在還不懂，不過我能找，我們能幫你們做中間人。就當作是買我一個人情ok???不要這樣了……

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早上7 點，打了又割，割了又打……終於到早上了……

2011-01-15T10:56:00.000-08:00

突然想起bryan介绍过我一首eminem的歌，“No Love”，很不错。不过指的是eminem那part 罢了。整首歌因为 featured了一个人，我再也没有去开过了……那个就是lil wayne....他的声音……我真的很质疑他在美国乐坛的地位……声音没有爆发力，声线不平衡，连基本的节奏拍子也没有，featuring eminem的歌简直是侮辱了他……==

过后我就在youtube search一些很奇怪的东西
例如，lil wayne SUCKS
结果就有一堆类似的result出来，原来真的很多人和我一样都讨厌这个音乐白痴的假歌手。
过后就是 No Love eminem solo...也是很多result...都是被cut过得……哈哈……

结论就是
我今天突然想起那首歌……然后又发现到其实很多人很讨厌lil wayne...就是这样哈哈

2011-01-10T02:10:00.000-08:00

the result for previous sem was finally released ><
lols here is my result!!
Socialization -------------------- C+
Effective Communication Skill--- C+
Marketing ---------------------- C
Analytical DRAWING ----------- B+

omg... im satisfied...at least i can continue with Sem 3...no more worries
cz i had failed 2 subjects in sem 1...TnT i would be terminated if i fail 1 more time in this sem...
BUT IM SAFE!!! HAHA ><

however ther is stil a pity to some of my friend...they had paid so much effort on studying...but stil failed...aiks...aint gonna see them in the next sem ad....><

竞争最可怕的，是你的击友被甩掉的时候

我故事的设定！！！

2011-01-06T10:30:00.000-08:00

故事背景

超能力者是存在的，可是一直隐藏在人类社会里生活。一个由超能力者组织的恶势力军团，在早年向世界发动世界大战。经过长年战火，邪恶的超能力组织因为人数关系不敌人类而战败了……从此超能力者的事情便公诸于世，同时也因为世界大战的关系而受到世人的歧视与不公的对待。

排斥，歧视能力者的社会

事件过去将近两百年，世界回复正常的次序。但人类对超能力者仍然带有很强的排斥之心。政府也说，一旦发现超能力者就必须向有关当局举报。而政府也因为畏惧超能力者的关系，制造了一系列对付超能力者的机械人……

而岚茂帮就是以“守护能力者”为使命的年轻团体……

关于岚茂

岚茂是本故事的主要因素！

他们是由一群超能力青少年组织而成的小型团体。他们的主要成员都是惨遭暴政毒手的幸存者。平常和一般学生一样，上课放学，甚至是打工。但有时后却暗地里守护着较弱的，想他们一样无家可归的能力者，和政府的机械人对抗着……他们有一个目的，就是要救出自己的父母。

岚茂的成员，父母都因为被揭发是能力者，而被政府的人抓掉，生死未卜。他们从不同地区逃亡来到了这个城市，在一所孤儿院里定居了下来。

政府的走狗和阴谋

“弑”，政府暗地里培养的能力者组织，日后会发现岚茂这个团体，而成为对立的两大势力。

弑主要目的是为了铲除能力者，稳定民心。另一方面，政府则在盘算着另一个目的，就是再度发动战争，统治世界。

设定罢了啦……更仔细的都还没有settle...例如城市地点，角色名字，角色能力等> <。

2010-12-10T08:00:00.000-08:00

eh~~~很久没有来这里blog liao，不懂做么，好像有很多东西想抒发，却无从宣泄？！

首先就是我的assignment + presentation
我的socialization , effective comm, 还有 marketing 的presentation居然排在同一个礼拜！！
搞到我没有办法专心做准备……那个礼拜我没有睡到觉咯……哈哈
不过这个还不是最sohai
最sohai的是一个朋友，名字我就不提啦，不过他姓ong的。
妈的，不懂他是来帮我还是来害我，我给他什么做，他就问回我什么
搞到好像我一个人solo酱…真的失眠啊！
希望下个sem可以换一换和那些厉害的人一team lo

然后就是我的老婆你们阿嫂，和家人去欧洲旅行wor...11天，抛下我独守空房……
以前顾着忙，都不知道原来老婆不在，我是整身都不自在啊～～老婆快快回来～～TNT

好啦，到重头戏了。
我生平最讨厌什么

1.自杀，尤其是那些唯恐天下不乱，要严重到在facebook招摇的人
2.用LIKE来挽回或追求一段关系

先说第一个……aiks……alwiss kwong o??很不巧我有一个兄弟叫Alex kwong
同姓，不过我的兄弟却坚强很多。
看报纸都知道吧？一个22岁学员生为情所困，一是看不开
piplaik，香jor……
我很不爽，因为他很丢脸。
22岁人，爸爸妈妈都还没孝顺到就跑去死
整个sohai酱……22岁人，不会用那个脑去想的meh?!以为上网倒数很yeng?!为情所困去死很yeng?
最过分的是居然有人公开表明说支持他。说什么值得同情啊，要为他祷告啊，RIP一路顺风啊。
lol， bull shit la

自杀的人是糟蹋生命……
没有理由我们要为他哀悼祷告之类的……也没有必要可怜他……
因为我们可怜了，祷告了，证明我们认同他的举止
也就等于间接性的认同了自杀这种行为……后果是很严重的
难保以后的人不会有样学样……因为它被大众认为是一种对的行为。

然后这个是我在他的note给的 comment

sohai, 自杀已经很傻了，但是原因居然是因为一个女人。好心，如果你是12岁，我不怪你，你有没有想想，22岁人，就要学院毕业，出来做工孝顺父母，却因为一个女人跑去自杀。

22岁人，这样不成熟啊？你妈妈拿条命跟死神搏，痛到要生要死生你出来，养了你22年，因为一个外人，完全没有血缘关系的人跑去自杀，很yeng meh?!
自杀还要放上facebook给全世界人看，很yeng meh?!
一点也不yeng!!!一点也不值得同情！！！
......你无视你父母的养育之恩，你无视所有人对你的关心
一点也不值得同情！！！
你死后一定会下地狱！！！
自杀，放弃大好前途，漠视父母养育之恩的愚者！！
送你一句！！

HAM 7 LA!!!SOHAI!!!! PUIII!!! lapsap..

什么？！我看到有人说
“谁说世界上没有好男人”
自杀，不尊重生命的人是好男人？
让前女友愧疚众生的是好男人？
让爸爸妈妈伤心一辈子的人是好男人？！
...
我
PUII!!!

自杀的人，连受到安息的资格也没有，因为他没有珍惜神赐予的生命。

过后来讲我的兄弟……两夫妻吵架几正常呢？
不过我认为没有必要用别人的LIKE来证明他多爱你啊
因为我认为没有意思咯……爱就爱啊，不爱就不爱，管我们什么事情？LIKE多你就爱多一点？
好像有点好笑咯……哈哈不过不用进啦，身为朋友兄弟，当然希望你们在一起咯……
哈哈哈

完

2010-11-15T05:33:00.000-08:00

最近迷上了两首歌...
月光石
初音 - i wanna be your world
两首都是日本歌...
虽然我不知道她在 "ngap mat",也不知道歌词...
不过我认为, 从曲子, 旋律...往往更能将歌的情感传达给每一个听众...
这两首歌...完完全全将温暖, 人与人之间的疏离与矛盾
直接传达到我的心中.......

我身边的确是有一些人, 他们听歌时只听歌词...
相对的, 他们对日本歌也是有一定的偏见...
总是因为不知道歌词就批评说 "不好听的啦!"
这些人因为语言的偏见, 斩断了他们与曲子,音乐的联系...
我个人认为, 他们根本没有资格欣赏音乐

我很容易被一些事情, 甚至是一首歌, 一部电影给感动
我就是这样感性的人...

在早几个星期之前, 我发现了, 一个很渺小, 却对我造成很大影响的一句话
我们, 都能把任何事情, 分享给身边每一个人, 唯独是 "感觉" 没有办法被分享...

我不知道啦...

2010-11-13T07:11:00.000-08:00

its now 11 pm for this Saturday...I'ma totally exhausted
i went centre to buy some ingredient for our dinner...then went to visit waibin at his workplace OLD TOWN...and so on...
u know what? i told my mum imma gonna dye my hair TODAY, immediately!
However it was abandoned cause of some SOHAI ^^ phang XXX XXX
he keep telling me "dont la sohai dont la, wait ur hair longer 1st la!!! "
okay then...he was successfully persuaded me, i will continue my plan after a couple months...

Now, i wanna listed out WTF i want!!!
1. Car
- i need a car so that i can travel to school, to friend's house or even to WET without bringing incovenience to my "driver"...sometimes, they even show u some " face color" =,=

2. Laptop
- im now using a laptop but, its not mine but my mum's, so i cant really drag it anywhere out from my house...and it is kinda boring if u are having a cup of coffee, without a laptop in a cafeteria like old town, or starbucks...

3. New mobilephone
- im now using a "dontknow WTF berry"...its a pirate cellphone from blackberry from china, and its waibin's 1 , not mine, i dont own any fuckin cellphone now...so i need it, ASAP...

4. Better Sound System
- i went to Phang XXX XXX house and had a touch on his fuckin boombox, omg that was awesome...so...i wanna have 1 as well... u_u

ok la, sleep liao....1130 liao...nitez...==

2010-11-12T03:16:00.000-08:00

原本想说最近尽量不打blog……不过我真的有一点点受不了……

我和她吵了一下【其实是两天】……老实说，我还不是很懂到底发生什么事情……
她很奇怪的。一是可以很好没有问题。但是一瞬间，自己想多了，就emo……
是啦，人是可以因为想太多，一下子emo的啦。不过……对我来说，她太快了咯……
完全没有前兆，原本在电话谈到笑到肚子痛，转过头关电话就马上，听着哦，是马上emo哦！
讲emo就emo，然后就会问爱不爱我过后就会问我要不要分手……
同样的事情是发生了好几次……
我明明很爱她啊，虽然没有常常想念她，但总是把她挂在嘴边…
她却没有办法理解…常因为一点小事质疑我不爱她。
我怕我真的有一天会厌倦……不过可能这个是报应啦……

报应一个一个来了……

我是不知道啦……我觉得最近身边的人都很陌生……我发现到我和大家有那么一点点的不一样……
so far除了林子威，我找不到真的知道我在想什么的人……
我所感受到的东西，别人都感受不到……我喜欢的东西，别人都接受不到……

我没有办法理解……
为什么这么好的东西，这么温暖的东西，这么触碰人心的东西，他们居然感受不到？
为什么还没有了解它，这么快便拒绝了？
为什么为什么……

我怕我会疯掉……

【我在发泄，乱乱讲话……】

2010-11-07T04:16:00.000-08:00

just received a request from my dance club senior Alex Nvs that whether i wanna perform for the next event in January...and my answer is yes...

u know what, i love dancing although i don't really have the talent in it, but i love dancing especially popping, nothing could be better then moving, popping your body along with the rhythm and tempo of the song!!! seriously when u dance, u feel the freedom...as well as drawing...^^ aiya i also dont know what im talking = =

hey man i miss my lastime punye body shape neh~now fat fat, dance also like shit== no buddy will look at meT,T

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2010-10-25T07:06:00.000-07:00

today WAS a fuckin great day since I'd done my presentation, and to me, it is a perfect presentation in 5 minute of my life.Eventhough im not that good enough, but i'd throw all my heart and blood in it, I'm satisfied. ^^

and today, is yuen keii's bufday...soo pity that having to birthday during the exam huh??haha hopefully i can attend ur celebration la...^^ btw sang yat fai lok!!!

However, the cheeriness should stop at the moment.
everything turn up side down once i get into room...i heard something from my bro which is the phrases i dislike the most
"i don't want to live in a mountains on RUBBISH..."
in the past few weeks, I'd forgotten wtf they were arguing with, i mean my bro and dad were in 1 side and going against me la...
but as what i remember is, something ridiculous was spamming out from their fucking mouth
dad:"Hai yan lai de zhe ge...mei you yong liao de, fei wu lai de"
【all the bad terms in chinese or cantonese was continually comin out from his mouth】
bro:"yea la, i tahan very long ad, useless and hopeless liao de la him"
【i tell u, my bro was treating me so fuckin nice before it】
【 but at that moment, i realized its all illusion】
【he is pretending all the time...although i don't know wtfuckin purpose he is havin】

so now let me conclude all the fuckin bullshit stuff they said is~
im totally useless and hopeless at all, i have to stress the word USELESS

im OK with this word actually, it suits me a lot...
i was lying to myself all the time that im not useless as i did lastime, i'd grown [i guess]
in UTAR, i pay so much effort on doing all the presentations, assignments, all i want to do is get their recognize, however i realized, its just not enough...i fed up on telling them im useful, because its just not enough...im totally "tak boleh pakai" to them...a fucking failure under the comparison with the other 2 kids of him...
NO MATTER HOW WELL I'VE DONE, AS LONG AS MY ROOM IS MESSY, I WILL BE CLASSIFIED INTO A VEYR VERY USELESS CATEGORY...

My stuff is messy, i admit that im useless also la...i dont even manage my books, papers baik baik...im enjoy living sleeping in this fuckin mess SO WHAT!!!
I respect u alot ad right? i never ever say that ur things is RUBBISH!!
yea imma rubbish, but my stuff NOT AT ALL!!! they have their own meaning to me!!
u can disrespect to me, but to my drawings or comic, u are not forgivable at all...
u dont have the right to say that im show no respect to u, please think of what u hv done to me NOW

2010-10-08T07:39:00.000-07:00

before this, i was passin through some of those, who used to be my best friends' facebook pages...im not gonna mention about them...im wondering why the relationship will turn into this awkward condition, from brotherhood, to strangers that won't even make a greet to me...
yea i might know the truth, it might because of, i was betrayed them from their trustfulness and not just once....or other reasons...im just hidin myself from it, all i know is im so unforgivable...
how many years, i dint reli look into their eyes...
each time i feel resentful and jealous, when im lookin in their photo...they were laughing amusedly...without me...

2010-10-04T08:32:00.000-07:00

我知道现在完全不是打blog的时间，因为现在是十一点== 明天还有8点的课，marketing 的tutorial question 都还没有做== 一直在看不良仔与眼镜妹……

之前好好的One Piece海贼王的blog skin居然这样就坏了==，没有变，我就先用bleach的顶一下，很难看我知道，我尽早换掉它==

神志不清的帖子【要睡了～】

2010-09-23T02:54:00.000-07:00

现在是凌晨3时，我刚刚才完成明天要交的功课。其内容是不用长尺，画线画满四张A3纸。我一下子chiong完，手现在要断了><。已经到了开学的第二个星期，没有什么不习惯的。除了那个让人不快的母狗外，我和大家都合得来^^

然后我开始了第一页的漫画哦！！想知道关于我这漫画的内容就留言吧～找时间我跟你说。^^不过我光是画了一页就花了2小时思考每一格分镜，很头痛～画漫画不简单哦～哈哈【其实没有必要花这么长时间，只是我想把最好的呈现出来。如果我做的草率一点，窝小时大概画了十页吧？哈哈】

性平赔回了我哥哥的耳机～我不用被ngam了～不过幸运的是，我哥哥居然给我用～哈哈很好，带去上课^^
我换了部落皮～是海盗王的，好看吗？哈哈，我的playlist那边也是很多很好听的歌哦～如果你喜欢的也请你留言吧～【老是期待有人留言……哈哈我的blog好想死……】

然后哦～我今晚很不习惯的是，我拿起电话的瞬间，我发觉到我生命少了什么，好像很严重的东西。【很夸张哦，还用生命leh~哈哈不过不无道理，因为是关于老婆的～】就在我努力思索少了什么的时候，我听到这首歌～回家都會看到我的妻子在裝死
老婆的声音立刻出现！哈哈，原来啊～那个baby怕kacau到我，不像以前一样Send一堆SMS给我了。
以前啊，一起床，或者忙完了，看一看电话都会有老婆的信息。都是二位数的。
有时候看到会有点想说，“有没有哦……”。不过阅读内容，觉得老婆笨笨的，哈哈。
不过现在熬夜看不到老婆一堆一堆的信息，感觉怪怪的～

可能一些事情，总是在你生命里出现，你才认为是理所当然，也不会意识到自己已经慢慢依赖了它。直到它消失了才会觉得浑身不对劲。
好像你妈妈整天叫你早点睡，你都不管
好像你老师整天叫你做功课，你都不管
好像你爸爸整天钓鱼给你吃，你都不管
好像你老妈每天煮好晚饭等你回来，你都在外面和朋友吃了
好像你的老公老婆整天说我爱你，所有所有……等等等等
每天都会出现在你生命的人事物，慢慢的，你依赖了，你拒绝了，你认为是理所当然了。他们都会消失……
尤其是你爸爸妈妈……不要整天陪朋友……趁他们还没走，陪他们多一点。就算被骂也没关系，生气就好，不要恨，因为他是你的长辈，带你来世界的人。

不懂做么Leh~突然讲爸爸妈妈……原本是在讲老婆的～哈哈。不过也是的啦，最近那些人也是没有脑的，整天在facebook说我要搬出去啊～我宁愿没有你这个爸爸妈妈啊～整个Sohai酱……都不想想，只有你一个人在受气meh，你爸爸妈妈没有在受你的气？你好意思哦？生你的人还要受你的气？你欠了人家一条命啊，给人家骂两下，把两巴，打两棍，不能当作是还债？而且爸爸妈妈打人也不是没有原因的咯，你身上一定是有一些问题人家才会这样对你的吗。还有还有……很多很多……aiks我都没有力打了……
我不是在那些充满爱～的家庭长大的，很多冲突，状况我都遇过【所谓状况不指家破人亡的悲剧】，我都能讲啊，算啦…怎样都是你爸妈，十多年里东西给你玩，买东西给你吃，买衣服给你穿的人……为什么那些Sohai不能leh?我不信他们的家庭悲剧有几悲咯。

2010-09-21T08:49:00.000-07:00

i wanted to paticipate a comic drawing competition which is organized by a Taiwan company...but i m currently facing a...Quite major crisis that, i will be late to my Bachelor degree...
i failed 2 subject in the previous final exam, 1stly it's maths, which is expected to be failed...although im doin well in every tutorial questions and past year questions...2ndly is Sociology, this 1 is totally out of my expectation, it was the only subject that i pay sooo much effort on it...
when i get this result...i feel so disappointed even until today...and my CGPA is still under 2.0...which means that i have to pay 3 times better effort then the previous trimester so only i can get a higher CGPA, or else i will not able to get into the fxxkin degree...
when these things is runnin through my mind, im stressed up so damn badly and im soo damn lost now...

[besides, there was a BITCH, i don't know her, even her name...she came and asked my name, and she tells me that she never fail her sociology...i cant figure out what was her purpose on doing these to me...but she wont be any better because she Failed her ENGLISH and she is english educated...what a shame...]

currently listening to Namewee's new song
我还是我
it makes me feel soooo emo weii, i like this kinda song...STRONGLY RECOMMANDED!!!!
hahax

is there any back up plan ? just in case i fall from here...
【我不是读书人】

2010-09-17T23:52:00.000-07:00

i had been complained that my blog ain't looks like a blog, its more like a report...lols...actually i was thinkin that way as well...hehe, so i think start from now on , i will try not to emphasize the Scenario la~but more on my feelings hehe...

ok la, then the 1st thing i would like to share to u guys is...That sohai SingPing spoilt my Sony Gear head phone..[m soo sorry about my rudeness but i really cant find any better words to describe him...]
for those who are quite close with this guy, u should know rite??this guy, he has a very bad habit, only if u are a male, he will ALWAYS "liu" ur areola mammae...also known as 奶头. Unfortnately my head phone's wire was somewhere beside it, so he "liu" with strength and pull...meanwhile, i heard that my head phone was stop functioning and there was a "pak lak" sound...FUXK! he tear out the wire from the head phone and it looks like wireless head phone now == !!! eh bro i know its cheap, but u dont have to do it like this rite??? TuT...however...he is gonna pay me back with a much more expensive's head phone to penance his SINS~

Ok, secondly is, guys [and gurls] , the thing im gonna share now , i hope that u will be sincerely listen to it, especially for those who always waiting for bus at bus stop...it's for ur own safety...i saw it with my own eyes.
Waibin , Singping , HuiXian , BoonKit and i were in midvalley for the film Resident Evil, after we finished, we traveled back by bus. Because we are livin in different area, so the bus we sit and different la, i seperate with them after their bus arrived, and i was still waiting for my U73...meanwhile, there is a motorbike with two malay passenger passing through the bus stop slowly, and the engine is loud also, it makes me felt that they are coming with rantankerous...but i din't bother about it and keep waiting my bus.
U73 arrived, i walked in, and sat at the last row. Then now the ridiculous thing happens. the 2 malay guy stop their vehicles, the behind 1 came down , and the driver was pointing some 1, and the 1 who been pointed was lookin innocent. Then the 1 who came down walked towards the guy which the driver pointed to, he rise his hand, wanted to do something!!! then the bus drove away...
Eventhough i din't really see what was happen in the end, but we already know...
so...beware of it especially girls, don't wait for bus alone...find a guy , strong 1, to protect u, dont find those weak weak 1...hehe..ok! thatz all for today~~

LM GANG

2010-09-12T11:46:00.000-07:00

Ok its me over here again... ^^
well i have just finished celebrating my birthday with LM Gang few days ago, i wanted to blog but it was a little too rush since i was goin back to Kedah by the next day...so i will write a post about my birthday celebration 1st la!

Well, they have planned to gather in Midvalley at 11am. However i was late about half hour...Guys, i know you might "beh song" me, but no choice...who asked me to become the Host of the day?!wakaka!!

Ok lets talk about our dressing
wenqi yuenkei junlok kev Kitzai, they were casual but lookin nice
Baby and chai li, semi-formal...Suit them! its their style!!princess styles~
Lastly, WaiBin and i...we were totally FORMAL man!!!
i wondering why i like to wear formal recently...even some of you might think that it doesn't look good at all...

so next is the programme list~
well after the late attending of waibin and i, we splited into 2 groups which is baby and i will go for movie and others will go shoppin!
We have bought the 11:45am's ticket for "Step up 3" without a D...
but no matter it is a D or not, the film is Still AWESOMEE!!!!
it burns my dancin spirit once again~ every movement in the movie is making me BOILED!!i can even feel that my muscle was bursting and poppin that time...it is sooo cool man...a pretty cool film man...im strongly recommand u guys to watch...hehe

Well after watchin Step up 3, baby and i were slackin around the Gardens, and have our sweet sweet moment~and we went Borders...a book store...omg i like there very much~ there is soo quiet and full of the smells of books... there is also a starbucks inside with a great view~
to me, it is a paradise to relax...i like to go to those quiet place recently, and im wondering why...==

after we get into REDBOX, they 1st gave me the presentS -- a secret box, and a album which recorded all the memories and wishes inside...even though its all under my expectation, but im still moved by them...deeply....TnT
then i Rapped a song of Eminem which is quite popular recently, the "Love the way you lie", the start of rappin is still ok...but i was too concentrate on my meal...so i dint really rap it well in the end
i swear!!nextime~i will be rappin every song of eminem man~~im practising it now!!! hahah~
However...after we sing an hour something, the atmosphere was become cold...
see, we have 3 pairs of couple and 3 single kaki...and the 3 pairs of couple were kissing all the day...aiks...really sorry for the inconvenience to those single who were sitting beside us...

First Round...ended up with a photo taking season~we have taken alotza photo, u may visit my facebook and have a look ^^

Then we start our second round after wenqi yuenkeii kahyuet were left, we went to Coffee Bean and jackey Alex tsewoh yaoann came and joined us...we were havin a tea time with a cup of expresso...Mean while we unveiled the box that they have given in the K room just now which i have forgotten to unveil that time
It is a Medal written there "Best Brother Award", and a pack of condom, mint somemore...==
i don't think i gonna use it within this few years!!and i guess it will be expired when i really wanna use it...however...thanks for ur presents and ur mind...^^

Then we lepak inside the Midvalley again...until my bro come and fetch me...mean while we recorded alotza video!!! u may visit waibin's facebook and take a look....sibeh funny i tell u!!!haha
then then then~~~
this is the most memorable part of the night , and it's also the 1st time i experience it in my entire life~
all the shops closed at 9:30, and we were still walkin inside~ that was creepy when u are walkin in an empty shopping mall, it makes me feels like in a horror movie man~~however it was exciting~
then the reflective glass mirror, we can see ourselves clearly with it...guess what we gonna do next? after the effect of the movie step up 3, we all affected and we were DANCING!!!tse woh breaking, and i popping~ haha~!! it really feels good!!! haha...i never dance in the middle path of the shopping mall before!! it really boiled up my dancin spirit man!!! haha!!!

from 930, we dance until 11 something..its pretty late ad...then we go home luu~~
unfortunately there is some members missing that day...
so thatz all for my birthday celebration with LM Gang..^^ gonna blog something soon about the journey of Kedah!!haha ^^

2010-09-04T04:17:00.000-07:00

不打英文，我英文很烂，我的人也很烂……
今天超emo的……
在这一个sem，我最担心的就是那个mathematics for social science..
因为它似难非难……似易非易……所以我基本上都没有什么听课。
加上我的lecturer的英文 sibeh broken weii，每次上课，不是想睡就是bek chek...
结果我这个SEM的FINAL，今天就考这科……
eh你懂吗？如果这个SEM fail 了的话，就留给下一个SEM，下一个SEM就PEK Chek辽==
不过不用紧！LimBeh早在之前通宵了两个晚上，什么pastyear question, tutorial question统统做完【也没有做完啦……只是大多数的咯】。
基本上都没什么睡到啦……一直到今天早上还有能力教人。
结果？考卷一看……Gan NIN N*ang……WTF....
做什么和我之前做的练习，好像很大出入这样？
结果四题……我只会一题……【我不知道啦，可能是我不够用力读咯】
很担心啊……不知道下一个SEM要retake多少科……一想到就……
想补眠都补不到啊...==

然后，就是明天见家长的事情……就在这么重要关头……我和月吵架了……
我知道她认为是我的错啦，不过……aiks，这个很麻烦，要知道的人去MSN nudge我啦，我讲。

然后十一号Art Club有jamuan，我答应了他们很久说我会去的咯……
不过突然间我家里杀出一个消息，就是我们一家要回吉打住几天哦……刚好就撞到这一天
我也不是说要退掉我爸爸那边的啦，我想趁他们还在，多陪他们一点……
可是我答应了朋友……aiks...
去朋友那里，他们又说我不孝顺；跟家人，我又难做人……

然后又和林子威说要参加一个台湾的漫画比赛，还说在sem break要做好准备，不过一想到sem break只有12天，我的心情又低落了……很多东西都不能做……
我心情低落就算了，可是我的sem break时间短，也会被人家讨厌，真的有点，匪夷所思哦？哈哈

好啦，list了近来关于活动与人际的烦恼。好像好了一点
【我知道对某某人而言，我的烦恼算不上是烦恼……我只是喘不过气，来抒发抒发罢了】
【不要想要zat我啊。】

最后
然后最近啊，就在电视，电台，报张，网路都有流传的种族极端言论，好像在蠢蠢欲动的说……
如果这个时候发生什么屠杀事件……我就……

2010-08-31T04:51:00.000-07:00

最近，街道上，网路内，我们都能感受到，一股浓厚的火药味在蔓延。
自Sohai校长 Siti Insah的事件之后，外面的种族主义者有增加的趋势。
很久以前小弟就有“长大后，有能力了就离开马来西亚”的想法。
可是要离开一片原本养育你的土地，谈何容易？
对，一个行李箱，一个机票，在国外已经有一份稳定的收入，要离开并不困难。
我的“谈何容易”是指，你要因为第三者的破坏，而离开一个充满回忆的地方，原本属于你的土地……一个充满你，和家人，朋友的地方……
离开以后，尽管你完全适应当地的生活，可是，那一片土地再也没有你的足迹……

我爱这片土地，因为在这里充满了我的回忆，我的朋友，我的家人，甚至是我的敌人。
因为这里有我“曾经活着”的证据。我认为像这样，才是真正的属于你的地方。

可是我所珍爱的土地，并没有想象中的完美。
在朝执政的党派把华人视为二等公民，无视我们华人的感受，剥夺我们华人的权利
http://www.youtube.com/user/dapkl
我都懒惰打了，要知道更多就去看看上面的link，倪可敏的讲座。他说的，代表了我们马来西亚华人的心声。

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2010-08-19T04:31:00.000-07:00

OK Guys is me over here again...Now, is already the fxxkn last week of this sem, which means the fxxkn Final Exam of Sem 1 is around the fxxkn corner.
However, i still cant figure the fxxk out why im still here with my fxxkn FACEBOOK!!! i should be with my fxxkn text book now... u_u feel fxxkingly guilty at this moment la weii , any medicine can cure me from fxxkn addiction of facebook??

Sorry for the fxxk word...i've gone sohai ad...

The song of my blog "love the way you lie" by Eminem ft. Rihanna, I will gone extremely EMO no matter how many times I listen to it... A lot of thoughts will go through my mind, all those bad memories that I used to forget...
Something actually happened during last night's pasar malam, it makes me truely down... and when i pass by the pirate CD store beside the pasar malam, the song was played.... it makes my mood worst...

5 years, I have been trying my best to hide myself from the fact that, I'm a son of a deputy headmistress...
I don't feel happy at all, but guilty on being a son of deputy headmistress...
It might be a good thing for those who are talented or good in studies, since teachers will praise you and say"哇～不愧是老师的儿子～" and it will make your mom proud.
In common sense, a son of a teacher must always perform well in studies right?
However, the treatment will totally change when the same condition appeared at a lazy, useless or a mediocre student...and fortunately, I'm the one...
I was sensitive when people talk about my mum is a deputy headmistress, since most of them dont say good thing about it... all they will be sure is to say "你妈妈做么会有你这样的儿子"
.....
I dont get it. I will be the only one that get scolded extremely bad when I've done something wrong, is it because of my mum? Is it just because I wasn't as good as other teacher's son performed? I dont feel good... and I dont have much friend, because of my mum again...
Everyday, again and again, people will pay more attention on those bad things I did, and they will not notice other good things I did, then scold me with the same sentence...
Finally I've gone through my dark primary days. And I decided to downplay the fact from others during my secondary life, yet I was still sensitive with that sentence.

Until today, I had successfully enter a university, and I did very well in every task of my coursework. I dont think people will ever say such words to me again. In fact, I'll make my mom feel proud of me.
HOWEVER, no matter how good I've done, it is not enough... because my friend, which consider as a close friend of mine, she said the same thing to me, same words, with same tone. I ain't gonna mention her name here, it doesn't important...
It might be a fact... I'm still a shame of my mum... I'm a failure...

2010-08-17T10:00:00.000-07:00

Finally, i went through the most difficult time in my Sem 1...i left the one and only presentation for Critical thinking on Friday, but no worries since i had memorise all my speech last week... ^^

i discovered a quite emo but attractive song from youtube, i not sure when does it published, it seems like an old song...but somehow, no matter how an "old" song izit, at least it's mean new to me ^^
here is the link Arigatou-Kokia[ click here to listen ty~~]
[you may leave your comment in my cbox thr about this song...hehehe]

what else i can do online without facebook?

a short post for today, thanks for reading ^^

2010-08-06T18:33:00.000-07:00

My blog seems so dead, izit i not that famous enough? or just my blog ain't attractive at all? whatever is it...i not interested with it at all...

Finally got my Sociology presentation finished! can have some rest finally~

we work 6 people a group, AKU, Chong LianG Wei, Toh Wei Xien, Kok Mei Yee, Lance Chia Ing Kiong, Sim Ven Huei....and spent 3 days to settle down all the things...be honest, it's pretty tough and tiring==

Lecturer actually gave us 2 weeks for preparation, but mean while there is another 2 more assignment which is pretty close to submission date

i was fxxkingly busy and lack of sleep recently! [forgive my rudeness weii...]

However, it's worth in the end for spending so much effort on it

gosh you will never know how suprize and touched i was...

Ms Samantha say Well done and Very Good for our present!!!

she never say this to the previous 2 groups...

After She leaves, we took some Stupiak Pic hehe..u may also see these pic by visit my facebook

so for next week,wednesday-midterm test of English, friday-3th test of maths of social science...

aiks!!!

2010-07-22T12:57:00.000-07:00

13 more hours to my test 2 of Maths for social science...
nothing much to say, still suffering with those undone assignments...

The blog of Yuet and i has publish to 2 lucky bird...any more??please leave me the addreas in the cbox...

Besides that, i also changed the songs of my blog, lols you guys may listen to it if you are free ^^ its all my favorite songs of eminem

lai laii laiiii

2010-07-20T15:03:00.000-07:00

It's 6 in the morning, i awoke at 4.30 and feel like doing some assignment but lols, failure due to addiction of Facebook, once again ><>
the following is my..................
Critical thinking have 2 assignments, 1st assignment's submission is around the corner and it's still undone ><, and the 2nd assignment is rawr!!!! [xiao ad]
Sociology...i think my question will be giving tomorrow...
English have a SPEAKING assignment, lols as u guys know, i have no confident on speaking in english, it's pressuring me!!!
Maths of social science, test to is friday, which means i have only 2 days to do revision...
However, it's actually 1 day for me to do revision of maths because i have to spend 1 night to finish my Design class's homework 1st...><

Jie just bought jay chow's new album [ofcause not pirate cd from pasarmalam la] , i opened and listen to it during the stupiak traffic jam...it's sooo NICE and impressive , im here STRONGLY recommand u guys must have a try on it , especially 说了再见，好久不见 and 跨时代 as well . In fact jaychow's voice is addictive also ^^ hehe...

Besides, is there any vistors in my blog? if there is, please reply to my cbox, my blog seems so dead >< , i know i was kinda lazy to update last time...

Announcement~

2010-07-18T16:52:00.000-07:00

i Just Updated the another blog of KahYuet and i, and changed the blogskins...
it was private blog, and only for me and kahyuet to view it...
but i was thinkin , it is kinda dead that a blog without reader, so i decided to publish to some of my friends, especially closer friends such as LM gang ^^
so if u are interested to view OUR blog, remember to PM me and leave ur addreas ^^ thx for cooperation

2010-07-15T11:05:00.000-07:00

it's a post few weeks after my midterm test...lets talk about my sociology midterm test...
lols due to A LOTza reasons and excuses, i didn't really fully read through and understand 5 chapter of it, so , i wrote crap on it as what my wife always did in her exam [she is Form 4 ^^]...
the paper ll be giving back on next thursday...but i not interested in my result cause i knew it's sucks...however i ll put much effort on the next semester to avoid this kinda thing happen on me again...

Besides , i wanted to present some of my personal opinion about my Design Fundamental class...
i think Most of my classmate would have a common feelings that, WE ARE always lack of sleep for those TONS of homework before the submission deadline!!!!
Its nothing to do with LAST MINIT Habit, its just hard to do...like this 1, i didn't spent few nights to finish it...if u think its eazy, u will do it for me next time then...

Let see what i going to busy with after this week....
1. Critical Thinking Assignment... [i dont even have a touch on it!!! and the submission is next week!!]
2. Maths for social Science 2nd test .....[i don't understand the whole chapter 3&4, any 1 willing to be my tutor?]
3. Sociology Presentation...[i think its still have few weeks to the submission date, no worries]
4.Design Fundamental Assignment & homework....[homework of this week is something similar with architecture...draw buildings/room decoration]

lols....aiks...stay strong!!! there is still alotza coursemate busying with me!!! we must tahan!!!

busy busy

2010-06-29T04:57:00.000-07:00

lols what i wanna shout today is...im sooo busy lately, with assignments, practical, and revision for tutorial class
[it isn't necessary, just i don't want to attend the tutorial class with empty mind every day]...
but im not complaining anything of cause, in fact im enjoy being in a busy life like this...
i feels much worth if compare with my past...
but in fact , time is always not enough to use...

new stage of life

2010-05-25T07:29:00.000-07:00

it has been a long time i didn't update my blog since the last post until now...i think its about 2 months...hehe...i have to make an apologize for those blog walker who always passby or visit my blog, because u wasted few second of ur life on viewing this dead and rotten blog...

So what i busying within this few months, it just makes me feels like im getting nearer to the stage of adults...
First of all, i attended a driving lisence's test and i passed it as without a hitch...i was sooo happy and proud of myself once i get the P lisence, the feels is totally different when u look at other people get their lisence...but its just my personal opinion la...i know some of u might langsung bo rasa de...><...hehe but get lisence also no use...since my dad don't allowed me to drive...lols...he is stubborn, but there is nothing i can do...

After that, is...i think most of my friend already know that i register to UTAR, and...yeap, i already start my first trimester in UTAR...and this is week 5...well im doing fine in here, and im enjoy my UNI life since i know a lot of new friends here, most of them aren't local people...i mean from KL la...hehe and i also enjoy the subject im studying such as Sociology , Critical thinking and so on la, lazy to list them out...hehe, but Sociology and Critical thinking are the subject that i like THE MOST!! haha, because by studying these, it also ll lead ur mind, ur attitude into a wider states or boundary, i mean it makes u mature...

this is my daily schedule....
24 hours a day
usually i ll be wake up at 6
leave the house at 7 to stay away from the taffic jam...
reach UTAR at 8 then start study...study study study...
finish class at 4;
when i get back home its already 5
6 finish bathing and my dinner as well
7-9 free time~~normally i ll draw something or just slack on facebook
take 1 hour on doing revision to what i've learned in class...
then peii my dear "Boil the phone porridge"...hehe
12, SLEEP!!!
So how do u feel with my daily life??busy am i? haha

Besides, since this is already week 5 of my trimester, of cause there ll be a tons of assignment/homeworks appear in front of me...i might spend my sleepy weekend on them...><

And and...long time dint contact Christopher Hoe[this 1 normal ad...], lohwaibin, melvinPang, bryanlee, alexkwong, liewjunlok , ong boonkit, tan yee heng and all my gang in kuchai lama[sorry for those who never listed...]...im so miss u all and the day we slack in kuchai!!!gonna ask u all come pj yamcha some day..hahaha!!!!

ok its now 2 am...gtg to dream wonderland ad...bb~~~

2010-05-10T10:17:00.000-07:00

大家好，又是我在说废话的时候了……

这两天，如果你看到我在笑，不要怀疑，我笑了。
但这绝对不是发自内心的笑容。

近几天心情真的非常差……
有一句话说得很对
“如果一个人太空闲，就会胡思乱想。尤其是过去的伤口……”
无可否认，在开学之前，我的行程表都被打机填满了……

我喜欢打机，不是因为我没有用。
因为只有打机，画画，才能让我从乌烟瘴气的现实中抽离……
我讨厌每天翻开报纸就看到罪案发生……
我讨厌每天起身都得满怀压力的去面对那老头……
我更讨厌单独一个人……

就在昨天晚上，我沉沦在过去的伤口中……
真的好难受…好内疚……

欲知更多详情，请留言～

关于上一篇贴纸……

2010-05-08T13:34:00.000-07:00

认真的读一遍我写的东西，我发现到脏话的出现率逐渐频繁……
不认识我的人铁定会认为我是一个缺乏耐性与教养的人…
所以我对那些被我脏话污染了双眼的人，献上万二分的道歉……
尽管如此，还是没有任何方式能比脏话更能突出我的心情。

现在是凌晨5点，我睡不着，今天除了在宝贝的电话里，我没有笑过。
在两年前，我在旧的部落格写过我，对这个家的感觉，心疼与心碎的感觉。
有人批判，有人同情。
批判我的，是那些即将被父母的爱溺毙的，被宠坏的孩子
同情我的，是那些陪我过日子的兄弟
了解我的，没有……

今晚的宁静，带我回到小时候，一个人的宁静……

http://0123-abcdefg.spaces.live.com/
三年前的blog!!!刚才找到的!!!

这个部落格已经没用了，三-四年没更新，也不会再被我打开，所以有意见就留在这里吧
还有，有很多事年幼无知所写下的，不要笑我！！

2010-05-07T22:51:00.000-07:00

昨天很开心，跟伟斌两个ma mat lou看电影，然后我，信平，伟斌，就在midvalley血拼，我花了差不多一百多块咯……还用信平的手机拍了很多照片，下次才upload……
然后晚上shabu-shabu，跟SheePhing, Jeffery, ZaxLim, Alex, 信平，伟斌，我，庆祝melvin生日……吃了好多……还很热闹的说。之后一起走路去Fishnet上一下网，就闪回了……

今天早上就中了，mahai sohai老豆，给人生diao死啦，自己这样厉害自己做啦。有事情就搭肩膀说thankyou，拜托啦，没事的时候就赶我走，说我留在家没有用啦，gan lin na，因为一包饭跟我翻脸啊？！ma ga hai，不用你说，你不是第一个说我没用的人，很多人都看不起我的啦，从街头到结尾都是啊。是，对，我没用，我什么lan都不7懂，我还很犯贱啊，我没用，惨的过我喜欢。怎样？来啦打死我啦。我留在家没有用，你叫我做什么我都不做，我也不会拜托你什么lan，反正从小时候你对我的恩就只是帮我洗衣，在我去学校，养我，没有你的分，吊我，只有你的份……现在我连出门，宁愿走路走到中暑都不给你载啊。每天要打死我啦，最好就打死我，以后看谁死先，niahai....

昨天开开心心，威风熠熠，今天？！都是因为你翻开我的旧伤口。

dear对不起，我今天心情真的很差……

2010-04-20T07:48:00.000-07:00

我刚到家，现在是凌晨2时……记得老婆说过要早点回家……
不好意思，因为驾车的不是我，所以我真的是尽能力催促我朋友早点回了…对不起… u_u
今天约了alex, jun weng, boon kit and @#$%^&*#$%^&* 一伙人【不记得名字】……
在学校外的麻麻喝茶。顺便进了学校看看老婆……xD。过后不用问，我们就是去打机了……

老婆真的越来越有住家女人的味道了～

讲到这里，我对lee jun weng 李俊荣有点意见。内容不雅，你能skip掉^^
【mahai...有时真的给脸Alex我才跟你笑嘻嘻，你以为你是bin 9 gor？】
【玩dota的款macam yes，得空就diao这个diao那个。你没帮忙什么的我都没给你意见啦】
【我喜欢怎样玩就怎样玩，你理得我会不会用？你这样厉害，一个人控制5台电脑啊】
【赢得时候就lan 7 c，输的时候？"leave game la"】
【还有，你那句什么垃圾没资格讲话？跟我多lan野？】
【你够大把东西不如我，我有diao你什么没有】

孤独墓碑……

2010-04-04T06:00:00.000-07:00

清明节。对我而言，是一个极为陌生的节日与词汇。
我对清明节的认识模糊非常，即使你不断的灌输我，它是一个祭拜先人的节日。
因为我本身一次也没有，为先人扫墓的经验。
今天是我第一次跟随父母到不远的坟山，为爷爷扫墓……

我睡眼惺忪。看来是因为昨晚因上网也迟迟未能入眠的关系……
车后座除了我，还有不少给爷爷的“礼物”。我无视，看着窗外嘀嗒嘀嗒的雨滴。
父亲驾驶在繁忙的公路上，让我不经意的认为路途还遥远。
毕竟坟山应该是在比较偏僻的地方吧？可是这坟山并不偏僻，就坐落在某个繁忙市区的旁边。
多么不起眼，规模却非常庞大的坟山，就坐落在我面前……
坟墓堆满山上，远处看就像是仙人掌……

如果坟山是先人最后的安息之地，那么今天也未免太不吵了吧……车鸣声，爆竹声，此起彼落，不断在山中徘徊，人潮，车辆，充满整片坟地。
据母亲所言，该坟山的情况的确改善了不少，从道路设施，到环境整洁……小时候父母不允许我们来，可能是因为当时环境恶劣吧？据说是荆棘烂泥满地，荒草重生，阴深可怕的地方……

开门下车，能感受到空气多么的潮湿。刚才下过雨
一个个看似已经多年没人打扫过的碑坟和我察身而过。
名字，照片已经模糊不成形，被长长野草包围。
我站在他们“身边”，面对眼前一个个被祭拜的墓碑。
冷清的祭拜也好，高调的放炮也罢。
也许我不能体会，却能理解，他要得只不过是看看就没见面的至亲，只不过是不想被遗忘……
墓碑旁，画下了两行泪水……

践踏着潮湿的草地，越过一个个多年没人拜祭的墓碑。我来到了爷爷的墓碑前。
编号1585，我爷爷林鸿逢。我和他素未谋面，也没有听说过什么关于他的生平事迹。
在墓碑前，我什么感觉也没有。接着父亲开始和爷爷对话。即使只是单方面的。
父亲向爷爷报告着家里发生过的事情，态度谦卑，虽然面带笑容却语气沉重。
自我出娘胎，从来没见过父亲敬畏一个人的模样。他一直是一个因为小事大动干戈的人。
此时此刻，我开始对这素未谋面的爷爷产生了好奇心。
他究竟是一个怎么样的人，竟然能让我父亲放下自负的自己，对他如此谦卑？

换作是我，往后我会抱着怎样的心情来祭拜我现在，还在生的父母亲呢？
无时无刻都在帮助，为儿女着想，朝夕相对的父母亲啊，如果有朝一日，你们消失了，不动了，我们会抱着怎样的心情和态度去面对呢？我是否能像父亲面对爷爷一样，将心中的伤感深深压抑着呢？
想着想着，又湿了眼眶……是我太过感性么？
如果是正在阅读的你，你会抱着怎么样的心情去面对你父母的消失？少了他们的叮咛，少了他们的唠叨，少了他们的客厅，少了他们的厨房，少了他们的旅行，少了他们的车子……少了他们的晚餐……

掌机佬最后一日

2010-03-31T08:44:00.000-07:00

今天是我再kuchai lama X5最后一天工作的日子……
打从开工到放工都满怀期待，精神奕奕的！我工作以来从来没这么兴奋过。

我最后一天，来farewell的人不多…至少不是岚茂的人…
光仔，阿兴，sunny loh，阿源……多谢今天的陪伴^^否则我的最后一天则毫无意义。
繁忙的日子在不远的将来等候，今日一别x5，不知何时能再见，但和诸位的回忆，小生铭记于心…
哪怕是不起眼的我…

现在是凌晨1点有余，刚和老婆通完电话，哄到她睡觉了^^[好有成就感的说着……]
我可没有打算这么早睡呢，好难得恢复自由身，当然要好好体验一番以前彻夜不眠的生活咯！！
相对矛盾的是，我面对着电脑，也没有什么事情能做…大概只有像现在一样，怡然自得的在打部落吧？
部落也曾经是我打发时间重要的一环呢！

这个月开始我考驾照，估计在开学之前，我就有“能力”自己驾驶去上学了吧？
姐姐还说搭巴士上课，我才不要和外劳/印度/马来人同坐……认识我的人都了解到我是一个相当厌恶与黑皮人齐聚一堂的吧？
[上等例外：我是指那些看起来面目可憎，像是做完所有犯罪的人。他们都将罪恶之容貌随身携带]

迫不期待，我那即将到来的新生活！UTAR here i come!!!

i sensed that im going to mix in with a bunch of banana in my college life...="=

一个月??

2010-03-27T03:07:00.000-07:00

好久没update我的blog了^^
离上次更新应该有一个月了吧？

首先需要报告的是，本人将于这个月尾离职x5的工作……
然后，如无意外，我入学UTAR开始我另一个原次的新生活

x5工作的这段日子，我认识了很多，虽然看似不良，心地却不坏的青少年们……
他们不但陪伴我走过无数个寂寞的十二小时，也为我寂寞的十二小时画上色彩缤纷的生活……
从前只要想到工作就会浑身疲累，但这次不一样，和他们打机，成为我上班最原始的动力^^
ah hing, kok kwong, chee hou, ah win, 伟健 ,ah dong , proka, sunny, 阿源,阿康,苏牙老,ah jun, raja,ice baba, steven , alfred,seng gor...[说漏的，请原谅我，虽知我记性不好^^]
没有岚茂帮的日子，全靠你们的陪伴,以后还会再见面吧？
在下次见面前，要努力活下去阿^^

说到岚茂帮，似乎是年头开始，大家因为工作关系，几乎抽不出空闲来相聚……
但有时，一放假还是不遗余力的去喝酒^^，因为我们相聚的日子可是非常珍贵的^^
经过漫长岁月，当然还是会有人改变咯……当中少不了christpher咯……
不知道为什么，和他少了一种“一起sohai”的感觉……
这种感觉很重要！不容小看！
因为当你和一个人有了“一起sohai”的习惯和感觉，就代表那段不是普通的友谊…
虽知不是每个人都愿意一起sohai的…
[sohai的定义 = 做一些出乎意料丢脸的事情让身边的人开怀大笑，而不是惹人厌恶的恶作剧哦！]
不过他会变得这样也情有可原，毕竟他接触的，着重的，放任感情的生活圈子已经不属于岚茂了……

翻外篇！我的facebook遭删除了！我收到六封警告信，说我的发言具有恐吓性什么的，被人report了T^T
克乌塔！！！xD，我的照片，我的游戏等级，全部消失了T^T……

就这样咯……下个月就会知道我是否会被UTAR录取了，一旦被录取……我又会展开一段繁忙的新生活了^^
为我祈祷吧！

2010-03-01T01:58:00.000-08:00

不知不觉我已经在 Kuchai Lama X5工作将近一个月了……
这个是我唯一一份，早上起床，不会抱怨睡眠不足而不上班的工作……
工作量不大，还有免费用电脑。我很享受这份工作……
当然我并不打算长期做下去，我不认为一个月一千五百的工作能养得活我[ 和老婆 ]。
哈哈

在这里我认识了很多新朋友，新事物，更丰富的Dota经验……哈哈。
和他们相比我简直微不足道……

X5总共有73架电脑……
但是有25台电脑已经报销……
冷气楼上楼下一共6台，坏剩下4台……
还有就是滑鼠，耳机被盗…顾客经常会向我投诉…
网卡游戏完全没更新……顾客常玩的游戏都少不了Frozen throne……xD。
另外有我喜欢的就是，我们X5有360度环绕网卡的amplifier…
全网卡的人都被迫听我爱听的歌…哈哈。

开始工作后就没时间做以前一直做的事情了……
和朋友闲逛，打机，聚餐，上风筝山看日落，去waibin家遛狗……
上班一族养活自己的同时，往往会斩断“败家子”生活方式的牵绊……“玩乐的同伴”

有时间，我一定会找“岚茂帮”的各位聚餐！！

以下是我一些“无主题”的照片。

全马第18家分店……X5 [交叉五……]

“工作室”

顾客另一消遣……买水……

记录表……工作麻烦的一环

通往楼上的楼梯，非常窄小……我却能行动自如
多么了不起……X mark的机，多么？
我们的package……xD我最喜欢RM10

其实我的工作没什么忙碌……所以我有时间就拿来画画……
我画的劣作……><

2010-02-18T13:34:00.000-08:00

阔别了。我完美，无遗憾的新年回乡之旅！

吉打双溪大年[Kedah Sg. Petani]
我母亲的家乡，我儿时的回忆……

去年不算的话，距离上次我回到乡下应该是7，8年前的事情了……
当时我还是一个肥仔…肥肥白白的哦！哈哈哈
而且去年也是来去匆匆，根本没时间，兴趣去体会，回忆往日的味道与温暖……

这次我们一家在舅舅家[昔日的外婆家]逗留了5天…有足够的时间让我回味当年…
能用以形容我当时之心情的词汇，大概只有“感叹岁月”吧。
从前认为一望无际的田园，如今走完还花不上一份力气。
从前果园阴凉，如今炎热似火，没一处乘凉之地。
从前总是因古旧的装潢而抱怨，但随着经济状况进步，室内装潢变得新颖…我却怀念儿时的霉味…对我而言，那个是应该存在，不得消失的味道…
从前新年，全马各地的亲戚都汇齐聚在这个客厅，看着外婆因百子千孙，儿女皆出人头地而感叹且满足的微笑。
自外婆逝世，如今新年气氛经以不如往日般……
少了当初那份温暖，那份齐聚一堂的新年气氛。

在年轻一辈的笑声中，我发现了，大家都遗忘了渐渐消失的老一辈……
包括自己的父母。我们一天天长大，他们便一天天接近死亡，接近于至亲，朋友分离的时刻…
然后回轮到我们做角色调换，一天天老去，看着从前玩伴老死而畜手无策。活在年轻一辈的笑声中，从事实麻醉自己。
“新年”对我而言，不就是人在有生之年，相聚的日子么？

我有一个表弟，他和两位兄长们宁可留在吉隆坡，都不愿意陪伴母亲，也就是我阿姨回乡过新年；我另一个阿姨，虽然不清楚事实，但她正苦苦等待一个儿子的归来，从初一到初二，初二到初三，一个人坐在家里等……
看见两位长辈谈起自己孩子时，眼中与红丝，眼泪蔓延的寂寞……嘴角在发抖，苦苦忍耐心中涌出的惆怅……
我无法想象他们当时的心情……一个年迈，似乎时日无多的母亲，无法得到儿女的陪伴度过人生最后几次的新年，他们的心情……应该不是一般年轻人能理解的吧？即使不能理解，也能想象吧？
长辈都说我会想，尤其是这两个从小看到我大的阿姨。但是扪心自问，我真的那么会想么？还是说，理解长辈的心情是我们年轻一辈的责任？

我真的希望我身边的朋友，如果情况不算非常恶劣，请别随随便便抱怨父母对你的态度……
用不老套的想法说 “希望不会太迟……”

2010-02-05T00:51:00.000-08:00

几乎一个月没碰过我的部落格了……也没什么事情想报告……
就

新年快乐

2010-01-17T09:11:00.000-08:00

AIKS!! 逼于无奈，我还是“捞”回waiter这一行……不过幸运的是我找上了一家台湾公司，就连那家店的负责人--阿江，也不会讲英文，满口台湾腔。可是却能说出比我更流利的道地广东话…哈哈，牛啊！以后又能用广东话招待客人了！
那家餐馆虽说是台湾在马来西亚的分公司，但却没有英文名，它叫“Taipei Walker”。[译为“台北行者”]

明天大老板会亲自来选员工，我对自己的表现可是信心饱满的，那“捞”了3年的服务员工作经验不是白干的……哈哈……
JunLok就糟糕了，据说因为经常打破东西而被老板打入“冷宫”，只被允许一个星期工作两天……被迫换一份新工作。我早说过那个“K3K”不知所谓的啦……诸多规矩，尖酸刻薄，工资还出其不意的低！JunLok作出了民智的选择。

我到底怎么了呢？我在12点睡着了，可是1点又弹起身上网，精神奕奕的……

金矿！！！ [ 近况啦…… ]

2010-01-16T09:20:00.000-08:00

这个部落皮不好啊……字体不能太大，不然会走样……好过分！马上就换一个了！敬请期待！

最近才发现，原来我身边的朋友里面，1月生日的人数居然这么多！可是“本月大牌”莫过于我的老婆咯~~哈哈。遗憾的是，我似乎没有办法再像以前一样，聚集大家，替大家举办一个有意思的庆祝会……

今天是我form 5班级的聚会……可惜，这并不是大家所期待的，但也尽在大家预料之内…大家四分五裂，甚至分开桌子，各有各的谈。很没意思……

在华人社群而言，只要人数一多的地方就会开始分裂……

很好，我至今仍是一个无业游民…

2010-01-09T12:08:00.000-08:00

终于放下心头大石，感觉如释重负……我和老婆又和好…但至于感情是进步或退步就不得而知了……
我的部落格在渐渐不受瞩目的情况下，宣告私人化，如今能看到这帖子的人大概只有一个人吧？被私人化的部落格，除了让我感到像一个人自言自语，还多了一份安全感……比我无聊的人比比皆是，我真得不能想象有什么不喜欢我的人会阅读我的部落，然后恶言重伤。

很好，我至今仍是一个无业游民…一个人坐在电脑前面到凌晨……现在五点了……很好……

金钱压力

2010-01-08T09:43:00.000-08:00

最近真的有一点点压力……虽然暂时没有任何学校能向我施压，可是周遭还是被无形的压力围绕着……对大家来说，我所谓的“压力”可能算不上是什么，我只是借由部落来释压，所以请保持“纯粹读者”的角度阅读 [即使没有人阅读 lol，我的部落不出名，我知道的]……

最近爸爸一直塞钱给我，一天甚至能拿好几百块钱，但是我不开心，因为这笔钱是需要“理所当然”的代价……
爸爸：“不用紧你拿去，出粮的时候给回我双倍就好了。”。
walau，理所当然拉，他养我的……可是我仍然是一个手无寸金的孩子，这个担子会不会大了一点？

我要一笔钱……
我要换脚车 [他们口口声声说载我，可是有人证物证，证明我这十多天都是步行，在sripetaling, kuchailama徘徊……他们还说脚车危险，所以不肯出钱给我修理……伪君子……要知道在热烈太阳下暴晒不是件容易的事情……更何况是长达好几小时的步行……lol]

我要换电话 [和我亲的人都知道我用着3310。抱歉，对我而言，手机绝对不只是方便通讯这么肤浅的功能，没有了照相功能，遇到值得纪念的东西就不能拍下留念；没有MP3功能，心情不好的时候就没得听歌；没有记忆卡，就不能放一堆好歌！…所以3310一定要离开我…]

我要换我家里的电脑 [用了6年没修理过的电脑，已经接近大限了！我也没有办法忍受一个没有电脑的家！救命啊！]

我要还至少六百令吉给我爸爸 [以他的个性……我不给回他真地会被打到半死……他是第一个不遵守九出十三归铁则的大耳隆……如果他对你的好时候目的的话，跟这种父亲实在相处不易]

我要存钱考车 [因为没有多余的车给我架，他们以“考了都没有车给你”的借口不让我考车……虽知以后考车更艰难了……得赶快解决，等不及他们出一辆车了……]

我要更多的钱来消遣！ [我是大花童……穷人的日子，我过不下去了……= =]

你看以上，介是社会，家庭，金钱给我的压力啊……可是面试了这么多次！我还没找到工作！你说怎么可能没有压力！l o l！

另外还有一个非常让我头痛的人际关系……我真的无计可施……很多时候我都无法忍受，她那让我感到是一种无理取闹的牢骚，即使我是有错，但是……我不知道怎么继续……lol。
我有尽量迁就你，我可以为了你放掉分秒必争的一天，可是如果你“完全”不能体谅我，请离开我……即使在舍不得我也是这么说……

可遇不可求，打不落心情

2010-01-01T06:56:00.000-08:00

PS[不好意思]，最近好懒惰更新部落……一想到打字就累了，所以还是等到有心情才打……[我想这种心情可遇不可求，可是等上好些日子才有这种心情的……XD]

新年到数完了…那个晚上还不算难忘……就很普通的放烟花，玩雪花。我的帮却一点气氛也没有……
当然我也不起劲，因为一路上太多马来人了，全部都面目可憎。可能你会说我种族歧视，但是如果你在场我相信你也一定像我一样浑身不自在，更何况我是遭“马来人”毒手4次的受害者，这一点点地提防之心是不可能没有的……

还有，一月一号下午，我的一帮朋友又遭马来人毒手，被盗窃了一部手提电脑，几部手机及上百令吉的钞票，一共损失了愈5,500++令吉的财产……
早前，我又有朋友的车在雨天被马来人偷去了……

别说我身上发生了4宗对社会而言微不足道的抢劫案，早在我身边就有好多人被马来人打抢过，如果将他们遇劫的次数加起来，我想应该不少过30宗。而抢劫案更是日日上报……
试问一个经常发生盗劫，抢劫问题这么严重的国度，还有面目荣称自己国家的破案率“高”吗？我倒是认为比起犯罪率，这些所谓的破案率只不过是小巫见大巫罢了……

马来人啊，你们什么时候才肯清醒？什么时候才不向我们下毒手，什么时候才向我们华人学习？为什么一定要打抢来维持你们“良好”的形象？
我想以后有马来人聚集的地方，都不可能看得见我的踪影……

来我们转换一下心情，今天是第一天开学。可是我并没感到太特别，就好像我还过着逃课的日子似的……
看见老婆……还是一样没变……大家还是老样子，对这阔别两个月的再重逢，我一点感触也没有……哈哈。

倒是从今以后要努力工作，在SPM成绩出炉之前，我要Pump一部电脑，一台手机，还有一个驾照……这是我今年的梦想 [上半部]

过于信任一个人，同时也会带来很大的伤害……因为你看见了平俗，却非常残酷，伤人心的事实。

2009-12-27T11:11:00.000-08:00

前天26日，是AlexKwong的生日
这也是我和他家人度过的第二个生日，所以即使是和他家人共餐也没有丝毫不自然的感觉……
也多亏那天，那一顿饭又让我省了一笔费用……可惜在凌晨还是被花掉了……
当天晚上我们拍了好多照片，说了不少笑话，做了不少疯狂的事情……
可是当大伙儿玩得越是尽兴，我心中那股莫名的惆怅就不断加深。“最后一次”这字眼不断在脑海中盘旋……也许是我个人敏感，因为目前还不见的有人与我有同感。大家对彼此，被时间揣摩而渐渐消逝的友谊，毫无危机意识……

其实我也通过这次Alex的生日，对身边的人做出了一些考量。就当作是大家分离之前最后一次的确认。就某种意义而言，朋友在一个人心中也许没这么重要，可是拿最后一次聚会和工作赚钱比较起来，如果那一天几十块的工钱能比这也许不回再见的兄弟重要的话，我也无话可说。

毕竟类似的衡量是很个人的，在某些人心中，老板的信任或是金钱都能在兄弟之上。

我只能说，过于信任一个人，同时也会带来很大的伤害……因为你看见了平俗，却非常残酷，伤人心的事实。

翻外篇

一直到近期我才发现到，原来我们彼此之间还是距离。至于距离是大或小，我还不敢查证……
希望这负面的感觉只是短暂……因为平时的我们很开心……我想回到以前那样
也许因为个人因素，是老婆你性情大变……
但是我没办法因为没有心情而忘记去爱一个重要的人……
我没办法理解你的心情而做出让步……也许这是造就距离的关键……

对光阴的感叹

2009-12-14T03:27:00.000-08:00

时间果真有这种，冲淡人与人之间的关系于无形之中……
· 此时此刻，他理所当然的像亲生兄弟对待你，什么烦恼，忧愁，喜事都会和你汇报，分享……
· 不知不觉中，彼此将行同陌路人，不再关心，不再分享，不再分担……
过去种种难忘的经历，回忆，将烟消云散……

我曾经为我的所谓兄弟写了一篇部落，里面记载着五年来我们的经历，也许“你们”已经不再在乎，但是这段所谓友谊将永远刻在我心中……

有些话，我一直收在心中……一直等待机会坦白，但是我真的……
Xiang，在你还没阅读之前，我希望你能保持冷静，我绝对没有要羞辱，找架吵的意思……我希望你能知道……这完全没关系到Loh Wai Bin的事……

虽然以前的你一直没有明讲，也许是我一厢情愿的看法，如果我说错了希望你不要怪我。

我一直认为你是一个很重视朋友的人，我也知道我以前做了一些极度违反兄弟原则的事情，也许伤害了你。我是说也许啦……
那一晚是我最后一次和你交谈，也许当时你气上心头，听不进我说的话，我的道歉。事隔这么久了，相信你应该也冷静，能听得进我说的东西吧。
我一直很想找个机会，向你道歉。我没有奢望能挽回昔日友谊的意思，我只能“奢望”，奢望你能原谅我……对不起……

我回想起以前在scout的日子，一起挨，一起pump，晒太阳……在森林，一起睡，一起玩……一起在mamak讲别人坏话……在chan hong家，eujene家一起游泳，跳水……也许你认为现在说这些东西有什么用？也许你认为以前是以前，你想什么不关我事。
我以前总是惹你dulan，在camping，在friendster，在游泳，在每一次顶嘴……但是你都原谅我了，我真的很希望你这次能原谅我……真的，对不起……对不起……
我不知道你现在生气我的程度是不是还那么坚定……

我很天真，总是幻想着生生不息，永远存在的友谊。
也许他真的存在……但是我这种人，没有这种福气……

2009-12-10T12:38:00.000-08:00

各位读者敬请留意……

世上最强
《黑色神龙》
即将推出……
Coming Soon……

2009-12-08T11:17:00.000-08:00

Kuchai Lama 本月大牌！以热烈掌声欢迎
Little Bryan!!!!

2009年12月份，little bryan正式闯入岚茂帮的生活环境，瞬间成为大家的焦点，瞩目的对象。

这刚满一岁小家伙，因为前主人刚诞生的女儿对长毛发敏感，惨遭遗弃，侥幸被kuchai lama一户姓卢的家人领养……在新主人细心打理和照料之下，little bryan 每天都过着无忧无虑的生活。

一身雪白，亮丽的白色毛发
黑色鼻子
泪汪汪，忧郁的大眼睛
胖身子，短手脚
呼吸紧促的模样
很可爱啊！！

一下皆是little bryan玉照~~欢迎评语！！

little bryan魅力无法挡！欢迎前来参观……xD
在此搁笔……

2009-12-03T12:06:00.000-08:00

Went GSC MidValley for a movie today, guess what, It's "Twilight New Moon"!!!OMG, how long i ad been expected...too bad im having exam at the preem of the show...

I went Mid Valley all alone by U73, SingPing WaiBin and Bryan going together...We were slacking around at the shopping mall before the show start and we met a lot sentosa student, especially form 3 students, haha, they made me feel comfort even in the place that full of malays...[my mood swings when i meet A LOT of malays!!!!]...

Went pasarmalam at OUG which is nearby my house area. It's the 1st time Singping and Waibin eat "Smelly tau-fuh" today!! they certainly looks clownery...and it's also the 1st time i realized that there is still a lot LengLui hangging at OUG pasarmalam, i ll frequently visit OUG pasarmalam...xD

Edward and Bella still looking good...still sweet as well as candy, or even worst then that...xD, im well-wishing them "white head until old"[translate to chinese please..xD]

2009-11-24T07:04:00.000-08:00

正所谓“吊颈也要透下气”
终于有一段比较长的时间让我从疲累不堪的考试中缓和下来。
之前都因为临时抱佛脚，彻夜不眠的赶夜车。那5天我没睡超过12个小时。
虽然成绩可能没有想象中好，甚至是更惨不忍睹。
但是我这次问心无愧……就连学校考试，我也没写过像这次，填得考卷满满的。
所以就算没有好成绩，这是我有生以来最给“心机”的一次。死而无憾……TuT……

说起来，除了DotA，SDO，又有另一个让我着迷的网游。它就是男女老少皆宜的MapleStory!!!!!
我和这部游戏的渊源，就得从我亲爱的女朋友那里说起。XD
很简短，“因为她玩，所以我玩”。
从只是要了解我女朋友喜欢的东西，慢慢到如今，对这网游爱不释手，如痴如醉的地步……
我才深深体会到，它并不是我以前所说的“SOHAI 2D game”这么简单……

加上新添的职业“Aran”[战神]，更让大众为之风狂，神魂颠倒，包括我的Maple友们……
这职业最吸引人的，最独特的，我暂且不提，我希望大家能亲身体验，职业“Aran”的诱人之处。
一下是“Aran”桌布Wallpaper……
学生的假期开始了，我们在进行着步入社会的洗礼……这让我和她见面的机会变得更加渺茫……
不过我不会因此放弃……

忙里偷闲的帖子

2009-11-21T23:00:00.000-08:00

两位王子与公主，恩爱的大头贴
好幸福的说.哈哈哈

这是上次到Sunway Pyramid 逛街时拍的……有点幸福的味道……哈哈 xD

SPM考试开始了接近5天，考过了BM，BI，Sejarah。
临时抱佛脚的心态，完全应验在我和周遭的人身上。每个人身边总会有一张补习社给的Notes，苦读。

上个星期5，我们向老师要求，安排了一堂长达6小时的课。从上午2时到晚上10点[不包括午休]。
到了晚上，大家突发奇想，要在waibin家过夜温习功课。于是决定先各自休息，凌晨2时在waibin家集合。过后大家就开始了通宵夜车，不断重复老师给的练习。
可是我因为之前好几天都睡眠不足，无法和大家共同进退，一同温习。在凌晨，我睡了四个小时。早上才继续。XD……

参与成员：林宗权，刘锦汉，贺子涵，叶信平，卢伟斌和陈耀安。
[因为某些事故，伟斌和耀安都不在家。]
eh?请别怀疑，我的确是在忙里偷闲，拍下大家埋头苦干的模样。
桌子上混乱的纸张都是老师给的一份又一份的练习。

PS：锦汉居然偷拍二位王子入寝的尊容！

无可否认，这两位王子不论是入眠还是活跃状态，都是如此高尚，优雅，帅气！

[Perasan xia]

we were warned...2012

2009-11-15T08:09:00.000-08:00

We Were Warned...

I just got back home from this movie, with Christopher, LohWaiBin, YapSingPing and TanYaoAnn, it is so damn exciting...haha...
Alena told us that she had booked extra sits, so she sold to us, it was the preem!!! We went Mid Valley GSC took the ticket...so on we slacking around in MV until the show started...
People who sat nearby our area felt suffering...keep complaining to us...
I guess it's because we made a lot of noises while the show was running, we keep clapping hands and shouting loudly in every part of climax...xD...

Please think wisely if u having a chance to watch movie with me...xD

it's late night...im all alone now...it makes me feel emo again...feeling hopeless and lifeless again...
But i had a nice day and it couldn't be deny...

悲剧首场

2009-11-14T08:22:00.000-08:00

今天做了好多事情，而每一件事情都是很开心，正面的。
我对度过的今天感到非常满意。

早上，我到补习社的SPM讲座。很好笑，我也一如往常，做大家的开心果。

下午，长达六个小时的讲座结束，即使下着毛毛细雨，也阻止不了我们打机的热情。大伙儿，在雨中奔跑，让我有莫大的感触。打机的过程也一样开心。

晚上，是今天的重点，Pengawas Sukan搞jamuan，我在预料中被邀请了。有我，waibin，Christopher在的地方，很明显场面一定是非常热闹的。发生了很多很多事。
我很开心。

但是，晚上一件事情，一句问题，令我仿佛感到顿时陷入无底深渊。
可能，她说对了……我也没有异议。

有的走就永远不要回来，也不能想家

2009-11-13T00:29:00.000-08:00

不知不觉，待在这个地狱已经7年了。漫长的七年。

因为他，让我全家人都活在无形的压力之中。

兄姐们唯一安慰我的话就是，“离开了就不要回来，日子多么难过也不能想家。”

对，我会想妈，但如果他是一家之主，我不会想家。

212days

2009-11-09T02:56:00.000-08:00

这一天，也许是我有生以来最快乐的日子……
请容许本人在这里肉麻肉麻一下。
老婆！我永远爱你！

Went pyramid with yuet, keii, chaili , chris, peiqii and bryan...^^
Opportunely we met KheiYing at there, it was my 1st meet with her, but she seems like not interested to chat/make friends with me...though she looks kind+friendly, hehe...she is form 3 this year but she looks much mature then her age...as we can see there is a huge differences between her and my darling, hehe...
And darling bought a formal dress with RM 89. Looks suit to her!!![her mums said it's cheap xD]
After that we spent RM28 took "Big Head Paste"[please translate straightly to chinese...]
THEN......^^

looks like there is some argument between my family member, obviously my parents, now my dad decided to sleep at parlor...They seems like never talk to each other for few days...and mom seems get hurt the most among us...aiks....how can he treat his own wife like this?!!wtf?!!
how long that he has to keep himself in childishness?for not hurting any 1 especially my mom?

by some chance, i feel much comfort since he doesn't bother me ANYMORE..xD
good news here: my dad ain't fetching me to/back from school any more!!!yeah~~

209days

2009-11-06T10:04:00.000-08:00

Staying at home today...it's another day of boredom...
The reason i wasn't going is because of my friend late inform me that they were going to school, meanwhile i was rejected my dad for taking me to school in the next morning.

i stuck with computer for whole day as usual, luckily i got PP Stream, the online TV program...it entertain me for few hours... i smacked back to boredom after finish watching 宫心计, now waiting episode 14, this show is damn nice, it's attract me a lot!!

208days

2009-11-05T07:34:00.000-08:00

Uploaded new songs into my blog..."Through My Window-Bunkface", also known as the theme song of DIGI Telecommunications and SDO[SuperDancerOnline]...
Some buddy complain to me that they can't stop the music playing because they can't found the bar...What i wanna tell them is, you can't STOP it though u know where is the music playing. So the only way to stop the song playing is, take out a 10KG hammer and smash your speaker into dust...Heard that??

Highlight to read the post below...
I always say to my friend that Mxlxys are sux[i dint mean ALL but most of them]...they steal, they rob, they mess this city up into unpeaceful...Yap Sing Ping just surrounded and got thrashed by those stupid form4 Malays...See?this is the truly of Mxlxys!!!Damn fool filthy barbarians...
[i guess it's a general consciousness to all Non-Malays... ]

lols...now only i hope that i could grow up at a broken home without a father...It's a difficulty to stay with him even just a second...but i had been living in this difficulty 17years...

207days

2009-11-03T00:11:00.000-08:00

Aiks, i was in nice mood today actually, i had a long revision in class with waibin, and ponteng as usual...
But Kahyuet and friends caught by Pn. Fazilah , in a group of boys and girls...haha...i wasn't there, so should i say myself lucky??...i think i told them not to stay at there...xD, but they seems don't mind at all, i also couldn't say anything negative to them right?

Just hope that Kahyuet can be much careful if she ponteng intending...but i think she would be much struggling for her SPM and not to ponteng anymore? ^^god knows...haha....

That bitch[as known as Fazilah] also caught my hair, though she have the responsibility and power to catch my hair, but i still not convince to her [there is a story that made me be opposed with her], i prefer caught by Mr. Loke...
xD, but luckily it was Mr.VJ[i don't know about the properly spelling of his name] take charge to cut my hair...he was damn mercy, still keep some long part for me...xD...i like him^^

Quarrel with dad as usual...he do have the right to scold me as a father...though i got no mistaken
I'm speechless being with him. xD..haha

2009-11-02T07:46:00.000-08:00

It's been a long time im not using english on blogging...xD...seems difficult...

Sometimes, its a difficulty to being with my girlfriend... It isn't her fault i understand, i never blame on her also...it's normal that a girl who couldn't have that freedom in her age...It isn't the first time i feel disappointed for can't date with her...
you may ask why i don't choose a girlfriend that have enough freedom.
But the only answer would be...
"I'm fated to be in love with you..."
Though i have no enough time to be with her...im still wont regret on choosing her as my girlfriend...
She is the 1 and only who can bring me happiness and sweetness that much...who love me and care about me so much other then my mom, who could share my problems when i'm EMO[moodless]...
I would be lifeless without her...xD

2009-11-01T18:37:00.000-08:00

原来有一些事情，一些回忆，是连时间也没有办法将其冲淡的……

最糟糕的是，一旦回忆和那一首“我们的歌”锁在一起时……

回忆会随之播放，以前的片段会不断重演，伤口也一样在淌血。

即使我不再爱你，也无法忘掉过往挥之不去，我们的回忆……

一百篇

2009-10-30T23:47:00.000-07:00

断断续续，部落终于写到第一百话了。

昨晚是我二表哥儿子的满月酒…
妈妈有另一个宴会要去，爸爸和姨丈一家有一点误会……
所以我和我姐姐二人出席了。

但即使是出席他儿子的满月宴会，我们也没机会目睹他小儿子的尊容。
听说在我们到达之前，小孩已经挨不住困，去睡觉了。

其实小孩对我来说并不是主角
我去那里的目的纯粹是向阿姨表示我妈妈未能出席的敬意
以及和我的表弟叙旧叙旧罢了……

我和我二表哥形同陌生人
在我印象中，我打从出生到现在都未曾开口跟他说上一句话。
连招呼也不打。
不过也是理所当然的，毕竟我们的出生都隔着一个时代…

喝了几杯，稍微有点醉意，哈哈，但是我很清醒。我女朋友不喜欢我喝酒。
虽说酒是尊敬，但以后的日子还是可免责免了…

今天是李先生的生日，我觉得应该会很尴尬。
要不是给面子李先生，我想我不会出席，免得影响不想看到我的人的心情。
我和李先生认识了快8年了……哈哈

生日快乐，李先生

202天

2009-10-29T10:13:00.000-07:00

我发现我有那种“很快看厌”的坏习惯，所以我又换了一个新的部落皮……这个感觉比较干净。
哈哈

今天去了一趟学校，发现今非昔比。
如今水静河非的走廊，消失了往常那股热闹气氛……
那和纪律老师玩“躲避游戏”时冒险的心情。
那一起被罚站在课室外，沾沾自喜的心情。
那大伙儿坐在一起高谈阔论，自娱自乐的心情。
那一起看着美女，含情脉脉，矛盾的心情。
那兄弟遇到困难就挺身而出，年轻热血的心情。

多亏这股莫名而熟悉的宁静，才能让我从心领受，大家这五年来一起走过的日子。
在宁静的瞬间回味……
闭上眼，感受阳光的温度，感受大家聚集在一起的温度……

回味完毕，回归现实。
今天我去到学校唯一的任务，显然是陪伴我的女朋友咯。
反正她在家闲的是。
娱乐她，爱护她，关心她，是我存在的目的。
因为她，这一整天不是虚度的。我很开心。[老婆我爱你！muax!]

然后，现在是晚上了。凌晨两点。
每当提到“彻夜不眠”，关联大都是“心事”。
而我？只是纯粹睡太多午觉罢了……哈哈。

不知道为什么，看见宛琪，总觉得她好像有好多好多心事……
因为每次她笑，感觉上都好勉强，非常勉强。
但是她经常都跟我说她没事，这么说到就没变咯……难道不信她meh?
反正男生都没有第六感……[= 瞎猜]
不过她是一个很坚强的孩子。[我相信…xD]

太坚强，就是“逞强”。
适当的解压，唯一的方法就是分享，然后勇敢面对。

肥仔可爱下

2009-10-29T09:47:00.000-07:00

厉害，世外高人……我甘拜下风，五体投地……

199天

2009-10-26T10:09:00.000-07:00

再过一天，我和我的女朋友，就正式步入200天了……
虽然我们彼此沉默不言，但是我们都很清楚明白对方心中，都在为同一件事操心不已。

只需要再过两个星期，就是大放假，换言之，是我中学生涯最后的一个星期。
可是在我脑海里浮现的不是这么多年在我身边不断来往的朋友
更不是我在学校经历过什么难忘的事情
在我脑海
只有我和嘉悦，在一起，那每一段开心，伤心，吃醋，怪懒，都是值得纪念的日子

我们都在担心
过了，我们可能以后就再也不能见面了……

即使我知道，这种问题定要顺其自然。
但还是没有办法将我从着急，不安的心情中安抚下来……

我很爱她，我不能想象，以后亲吻她的是另一个男人。
我不能想象，她离开之后，我的生活会怎么颓废。
手机不会再响，msn 不会再有她的出现。
现在因为她而存在的微笑，从此消失。
从前答应过的承诺，被迫成为孩子的把戏。

我不能接受……我不知道她在这方面的想法，但对现在的我来说。
嘉悦，是我的全部……
上一次，令嘉悦最为之痛心的事件中，我发现了一个属于我的生存之道
我活着，原来是为了她……

做人，最困难的就是接受分离……
遇上你，我花光了一生的运气……

aiks...又失眠了，对不起啊老婆，我又撒谎了……

><

2009-10-21T21:32:00.000-07:00

我和你互不相干却三翻四次坏我大事！

《RE: 赵明富被杀案》

2009-10-21T07:36:00.000-07:00

马来人都去死吧！
《RE: 赵明富被杀案》

玩电脑时，无意间听到楼下新闻报道，更明确地了解赵明富。
发现了一个大马人都达成共识的事件。

马来人！！
你们被天收吧！

哈哈哈，甜甜圈！

2009-10-21T06:45:00.000-07:00

今天好甜！！

你说呢？哈哈哈哈哈……

193天[下]

2009-10-19T04:16:00.000-07:00

今天心情中下……颜色是鲜艳橙。

我发现了一个糟糕的现实。伴随着她的出现与消失。

当她离开，我发现我的手机不再响。
当她离开，我发现电脑荧幕的msn不再有反应。
当她离开，我发现我的嘴角从微笑中崩塌。

她的离开
在我心目中。黑暗在崩塌。
而崩塌，伴随着谎言，愚昧
坠入无间地狱……

aiks……心情有点不好咯……不过是我一厢情愿的，反正我不是你的谁，不能阻止你做任何事
可能跟我谈天真的那么闷，你逼不得已才出此下策……
都是我不好……我会检讨……

上面的是很恶心哦？[不过我想我的blog没有什么人会去看的……哈哈]

193天

2009-10-18T12:33:00.000-07:00

经过长达一个星期的修养，我后脑的伤已经痊愈得八八九九，再过两天我就能去学校了。
久违的岚茂帮，还有岚茂大嫂。^^
[知道岚茂大嫂是谁的人，请留言到tagboard]

现在是凌晨三点半，OMG。
是我换上失眠症，还是我换上“只有阳光才能入眠”病的末期么？

我开始在为我的新故事作画了
主题是《狼男友》
英文叫《Lycan · MyBeloved》

187天

2009-10-13T19:34:00.000-07:00

换“部落皮”，风格和上次一样，是“家庭教师Reborn!!!”的“部落皮”……

上个星期发生了一件，闻者不爽，见者dulan的抢劫事件……
各位乡亲父老，叔伯兄弟！大马治安亮红灯了！马来人开始露出他们的“猪面目”了！
不要说我种族歧视，原本我对马来人就抱有和睦共处的理想，没想到！！

三番四次！

都是遭马来人的毒手！今年我被打抢了4次啊！一年四次，全部都是马来人干的！
试问问，大家打开报章，有哪一天是少过5篇报道是关于北马来人打抢的？

所以还是请大家，出门小心……，它们出现/抢劫的方式层出不穷……最好随身携带猪肉刀还是怎样……

[经历了这次事件，我发现了，有的朋友，可以共开心，却不能共患难]
[但即使这是残酷的事实，我希望不会破坏到我们的友谊]
[我会只眼开只眼闭，像以前一样一起共“开心”的]

171天

2009-09-28T05:34:00.000-07:00

马来人新年过了，让我来汇报一下我整个假期的活动吧！[=.=正经八百]

首先！

我上次提到的猫咪“叁号”，在上个星期宣告不治，比我们先一步离开这人世间了。TuT
[附近传来某某人的哭嚎声……]
叁号啊！为什么你这么早死啊~~！
为什么这是一个白头人送黑头人的悲惨结局阿~~！
我的晚餐啊~~~~~~~！！[@u@]

此乃叁号临走之前最后一张照片！

叁号，，虽然你比我们早走，不过我们会将“爱猫精神”传遍世界角落的！安心上路吧。
投了胎记得打电话给我哦~~

好了，请保持安静，哀悼一个月吧。不准动哦！
[开什么玩笑！耍白痴叻！]

好了，回归正题哦。

假期！是虚度的！课本都好没拿起来就开学！
一寸光阴一寸金，现代也被认为一寸光阴=1km/h!!!
虽然我没什么碰到书，不过有进步的事情是我没有打机！[不完全之证共]
下一次我一定能戒机隐的！[恐怕来不及在SPM之前……我已经~~一命wuu hoooo!!!]

然后又是开学，又是另一段虚度光阴的感人故事…………[感人？！爱情故事吗？=_=]

然后又是开学……我们的爱情故事，继续吧！wakakakaka!!!!

赛亚人名留千史

2009-09-25T01:49:00.000-07:00

我爱赛亚人！

赛亚人4[全身红毛]

赛亚人3[无眉毛]

孙悟空

无计可施的空闲

2009-09-21T02:18:00.000-07:00

不好意思，我又因为懒惰的关系，未能更新部落……哈哈

预考已告一段落，随之而来的马来新年俗称“Hari Raya”。全国师生放假一星期~~^^

我对假期没什么计划，加上我对"空闲"这个词相当敏感。一旦遇上“空闲”我便变得无计可施，础手无策。
如果没有人督促我的话，我压根儿也不会主动拿起笔记念书。
唯一能让我打发时间的，不是我家的床和速度慢到不行的电脑，就是我那群所谓猪朋狗友。

话说回来，子涵兄的家好像多了一个新成员，命名“ 叁号”。是一只年轻有为的小小猫咪哦！

以上乃吾之大手，可想而知，该“叁号”之体型并不如我的一只手……
[看看叁号缩成一团昏昏欲睡的模样，可爱极了！]

[其实，我对猫咪特别钟爱，是名爱猫之人 ^u^。]

过后，有我的“回顾review!!”

第一部我要回顾的就是2000年版本，有吴启华饰演张无忌的“倚天屠龙记”。
因为tvb星河频道播映的“倚天屠龙记”，我家二老因不愿终日苦守电视机前追剧，而特地把该电视剧租了回来。
我就是刚刚追完了42集。

其实早在我四年级时，已经完整地看过这部电视剧了。当时我还被其感人情节吸引，没想到相隔7年，我再回顾一次，感觉居然大有不同。
尤其是当主角遇上爱情困扰时候，我看得更为投入。
它故事情节让我觉得和日本热血类的动漫情节相似，我想这是唯一一部让我钟情的金庸名作。
以后也应该不会有任何一个版本比这个更加吸引我，毕竟这是我第一部钟情的金庸电视剧系列。
[附加：当中女主角“赵敏 · 黎姿饰”，其性格及处事方式，让我感觉酷似我的女人。XDDD]

第二部我要介绍的，不是电视剧，而是一部让我第一次读就爱不释手的漫画……你们猜猜看是什么漫画吧！

禁酒新闻review

2009-09-15T07:40:00.000-07:00

要禁酒，却又把酒的广告打得那么凶？政府的脑子有问题么？
又贪酒的广告费，又贪人民的税……

生日快乐……

2009-09-10T09:29:00.000-07:00

哎呀，好久没碰我的部落了，换了"部落皮"哦！
与其说是忙得没有时间更新部落，我觉得懒惰比较贴切，因为我不是那种因为考试将至而抱佛脚的人……当然我也在努力中。
考试周两个星期半终于快结束了，不需要在面对学生们神经紧绷的表情了。那种表情看了会影响我一整天的心情呢！

对了，现在要说重点了……-,-||
现在是九月十一日的凌晨0036，才刚度过我今年的九月十号不久。我17岁的生日。
从小到大，我和朋友并没有任何庆生的习惯，最多也只是在家里，形式性的切个蛋糕。所以我每一年并没有多我的生日抱有多大的期望，也没有想过庆祝什么的。直到去年，淑凌和朋友们专门为我庆生，我才感到原来生日是值得被期待的。
今年也一样，我非常期待我的生日。
可惜我就是没有那种期待什么就有什么的运气。我十七岁的生日很感动，因为终于有超过10个人祝我生日快乐。可是我过得一点也不开心……
我没想要说得太详细的意思。

好了，明天还要上课，必须离开了。

宗权，祝我生日快乐吗？

144days

2009-09-02T05:38:00.000-07:00

yes!! finally i finished watching Dragon ball gt...it's a greatest anime in the world forever!!!

TuT...eventhough it's pretty cool, but i still have some dissatisfied with the ending...

review!!!

2009-08-26T23:03:00.000-07:00

七龙珠 · 改！

终于在大马问世了！在一场机缘巧合下，我在网路上发现了“龙珠 · 改”，于是就打开来看咯。

龙珠改（ドラゴンボール改）享誉世界的日本动画龙珠复活！是纪念《龙珠Z》放映开始20周年，2009年4月5日9时在富士TV开篇放映。延续当时的CAST进行再编集&再收录，OP与ED曲焕然一新。

《龙珠Z》第一话的放映是在1989年4月。这个名作延用当年的故事，利用历经20年的现在所推出的最新数码技术的处理，以更加色彩鲜艳的姿态复活了。

1，再编集使得动作效果有了提高！！

2，OP,ED曲焕然一新！！OP曲和ED区与动画一起全面翻新！

本篇的音响效果也再次收录，构筑独自的世界观！！

3，豪华声优阵容大集结！！

以孙悟空的声优野泽雅子为中心，当时的超豪华阵容再次集结，演奏出新的乐章！！

声音方面配音重新进行。画面方面只会重做OP和ED的画面。原作的291话浓缩到100话。

看见帅气的悟空！不断的冒险，修炼，激战，打倒敌人拯救地球人的银幕，都叫人热血瞬间沸腾！不愧是热血少年漫画类的经典！

130天

2009-08-18T06:46:00.000-07:00

因为某些原因，我的部落又更换成中文为主题了……总觉得母语比较亲切，看啦，以后用什么语言大部落还是要看心情啦。XD

刚刚更换了 “部落皮” [*blogskin直接翻译* 感觉怪怪的说==||]，还不赖哦，几满足一两下的…=)…而且部落播放中的歌是我在SDO-X Summer Passion的 “饮歌” 哦，分别是级别16的night of fire和级别13的blood on fire…又好打又好听…哈哈，各位超舞玩家一定要去玩哦！有很多好听好弹的交响曲！

今天是Calvin Chia的生日，全班一如往常大势庆祝，Simone Yap Pui Yee 还亲自出马制作蛋糕 [我没看到蛋糕的模样，不过就算样子看似有限公司也好，都是一份心意啦…XD]
可是有一些同学并没有得到和Calvin同样的待遇，例如说昨天生日的Tay Xiao Voon…完全没有人想鸟她的意思…=”=，不过都不要紧啦，反正班上不是每个人的关系都那么密切的说……

对了，说到xiao Voon的生日，我不经意回想起上个星期天，我人生去过最冷清的生日会……全场不超过10人的生日派对哦！好强的说……^w^…不过就算人数少，只要全部是 "寿星妹"的好朋友好姐妹就好的说！

晓雯生日快乐[belated]！！

照片都在我的“脸书”[*facebook 直接翻译*]…有空去看看吧！

I Love My Girlfriend ^^

128days of journey

2009-08-15T04:37:00.000-07:00

Our school had made up a missed classes today, but unfortunately i skipped it...it seems to be normal for me...so i got myself hidden into my huge and worm coverlet [Naruto's picture within, interested to see??XD]...from 8pm last night to 6 morning...[i slept extremely early , i have to apologize to people who sms-ed me and i never reply to them last night...]

Since i woke up so early...so i forced to distract the people who was still sleeping...XD...

i went to EXC in SeriPetaling to met those LanMao member...[some of them were at kuchai's EXC, and TzeWoh, TzeHao, WaiBin, YaoAnn were at Seripetaling]...XD...it about 9 something la, so the sun was hot and i was under it...The sun baked me up...Finally i arrived to EXC after the long long journey [OUG to Seripetaling isn't a short distance, and there was a hot weather some more...]

i played the SDO-X Summer Passion for 2 hours, i been attracted by those symphony ...[addicted in it again Xd]

signboard of EXC in SeriPetaling

After we all finished playing in Seri Petaling's EXC...we got into a taxi and...we..........drove to Kuchai's EXC to met others LanMao members...XD, so we played at there for few more hours...[omg...we were have a EXC 1day trip...]

Finished playing at there...i walked back to home lonely...Unfortunately there was a heavy rain while i was on my way to home...X(...why i was so bad luck today...morning hot sun and evening heavy rain??

so......Blog Updated!!!

127days

2009-08-14T16:23:00.000-07:00

i didn't update my blog for a week...>< [lazy lazy!!!]

The Post for Wednesday
Benjamin discovered a kitty in the science lab...so shook yen and Alina put it into a little box and brought it to class, the kitty is in custody of Benjamin...XD...hope he wont abuse it ba~~XD, because the kitty is really CUTE!!!! With blue eyes some more nia!!!XD

Picture bellow

Alina's hand hand~

Kitty Looks sad TwT

Here's a closer view...><>

Post For Friday

SDO-SummerPassion...Link here!!

LanMao went to EXC last night, and i discovered a new SDO, named SDO-SummerPassion....
there is a little changes in it...but i can't list out here...so...go cc and play yourself ba!!!
The song i recommended
Night on fire
Blood on fire
and all lvl 16++...[i forgotten the name of those songs..XD...]

sunday...

2009-08-08T23:06:00.000-07:00

i was insomnia last night, so i decided to draw things to made myself tired...
so the picture below is what i drew...

comment it please...^^

today was my sister's Convocation from U.T.A.R collage...she has waiting this moment for 4years, finally she graduated...XD

Feel sleepy whole day...maybe i was insomnia...XD, i was only slept 3hours...

will update about the convocation soon...now sleepy..buai~~

2009-08-08T00:38:00.000-07:00

Brother got back to K.L for attending my sister's Convocation tomorrow...Finally she graduate from UTAR...

Drew these few Picture just now...in damn boring mood...

Title: The Last Man On Earth

Title: Shaman King, power of ghost

Title: Gensomanden Saiyuki, Son Goku the 齐天大圣

Title: Boyfriend?

119days

2009-08-07T05:15:00.000-07:00

Form 3 student started the examination today, and form 5 still have a long time to wait to...XD...many classmate skipped the science period today, but we wore a risk, Carmen said that the teacher Pn. Goh had wrote our name to Mr. Nizzat [not really know the spelling..XD]...might get punishment next week...**thinking of stop skipping her class...**

Passingly went to visit Christopher just now before i got back to home. He was injured by fell down from motorcycle in front of ESSO gas station few days ago...the cut wasn't serious at first, but it became worst day by day...until when i arrived to his house...what i saw is...

the can see the different??the right leg is extremely swelled after the fall...pity of him...many friends asked me to send their regards to Christopher when i visit him...

The PRS organized a Hari Kejaya [don't know how to mention the correct name..]...is kinda educational exhibition...there was 20 collages came to introduced their things and have a seminar to us, most of them were promoting hotel and business management course...i didn't interested with it...the only collage who do attracted me was the Dasein collage and The One Academy, i do interested and addicted on designing...XD..

116days

2009-08-04T05:45:00.000-07:00

As usual, i slept through every period, teachers felt so disappointed with me...XD...because i took a short nap last evening, i woke up at 11 pm something and can't slept back...i think i had only slept less then 3 hours last night...

Stayed back to accompanied kahyuet, was her duty today...but i stood outside for whole day??wtf???because of her partner didn't allowed me to go in...even though i was wore LPS's shirt...[im not blaming her, it's her responsibility...XD...see i so good...] Never mind la, hopefully her next duty partner wont be too responsible...XD...

A few little bad news here~~

1st: Alex skipped school today, and he unfortunately lost his hand phone in the taxi...i don't know whether is this a good news or not, because he might use this as a reason to claim another new phone from his mother...

2nd: Christopher accidentally fell down from his motor...right leg and hand cost damages...XD...[why am i still laughing??]

3rd: I got scolded by my stingy and narrow father...unreasonably again...because Christopher injured, as a friend i will never leave him or ask him to see doctor lonely right? so i asked my father to fetch him and singping to the nearest clinic...like that also i got scolded...what a narrow cold blood father...but i won't mind actually, unless he got to clinic safely...XD[im so~~~good!!]

Bought Kahyuet a new digi number~~bla bla~~so happy~~

~~endless love!!!~~

115days...

2009-08-03T02:03:00.000-07:00

Just cut a new hair style last night, for me it's nice and neat...but it look quite fashion, i really scare the discipline teachers ll cut my hair or gantung me...XD...but still, Mr Loke cut some part of it during his Geography class...Xd...

For some unreasonable reasons [??wtf??]...Waibin , YanAnn and I started to skip the History period...As usual, we did it today...YaoAnn, WaiBin, TseWoh, TseHao and i crowded in a small small tiny room [our secret place, can't mention the location..=u=] incidentall there was a packet of gambling cards, so passingly we started the game "choh dai di"[Plow the big younger brother???]...and we played since third period to recess[almost an hour..]...

Chat With Kahtyuet on msn...some thing she discovered from website made me felt interested...
i published below...XD

男生有了女朋友后的20个惨状
1.当你收到“你干嘛呢？” 实际上是想说“我想你了”
2.当你收到“呵呵”，多是没笑或者傻笑
3.但如果是“哈哈” “嘿嘿”或者“嘎嘎”，这时你打过去一定是在笑
4.说你“傻瓜” “笨蛋” 其实是关心你，担心你，希望你照顾好自己
5.如果是问句结束，其实是希望能和你多聊一会儿
6.“哦”多半是在敷衍
7.但如果是“知道啦” “收到” “遵命”之类的则表示比较在意
8.有时劝你忙自己的，其实他口是心非
9.把他的傻事丢脸的或是失落的事告诉你，是希望你安慰他，开导他，甚至骂骂他
10.主动发给你，说明你在他心目中有一定的分量，一般人不喜欢和不在意的人罗嗦
11.如果给你起外号，是希望你可以记住他多一点
12.“我刚到” “我已经到家咯”说明进屋第一个想到的是你
13.“你到家了就告诉我一声啊” “你到家了没啊？”意思是我要你一定平安，我不许你有事
14.有时不会那么巧就错发给你，可能是他想发
15.收到“转发2人会幸福哦”，是他觉得这条短信很有意思，但是又不忍心让你转发给10个人，就偷偷的把10改成了2
16.凡是那种“不转发就会不幸”诅咒性质的，他不是没有收到过，但是绝不会转发给你
17.有一阵你没有收到过他的短信，但并不代表他草稿箱里没有
18.如果可能，他晚上不关机就是因为你

男生有了女朋友后的20个惨状
一、没认识你之前我拿奖学金，认识你之后我差点补考。

二、我忍着让别人笑话的耻辱给你洗衣服。

三、一个苹果，都给你吃。两个苹果，我把大的给你吃。

四、同吃一条鱼，我让你吃鱼肉，我自己吃鱼头。

五、你这么难看，我还说你漂亮。我这么帅，你还说我难看。

六、出去玩都是我花钱，回来我只能吃萝卜（你省下钱当然可以自己吃鱼翅了）。

七、认识你之前我没交过女朋友。认识我之前你交了两个男朋友。

八、你生气时，我让你当出气筒。我生气时，我把自己当出气筒。

九、你想吻我的时候就可以吻我。我想吻你的时候还要经过你同意。

十、你经常打我，我从来没有打过你。

十一、有一次你问我如果你爱上别的男人了我会怎样，我说我要杀了那个男的。我又问你如果我爱上了别的女人了你会怎样，你说你要阉了我。

十二、我买了200块的衣服给你，骗你才50块。你买了30块的手表给我，骗我要300块。

十三、我把你的耳机用坏
十四、你生病一次，我要瘦两斤。我生病一次，你反而胖两斤（你来寝室陪我，吃光了我所有的零食。）

十五、我没嫌你矮，你却嫌我高。

十六、你来我家，我睡沙发。我去你家，还是我睡沙发。

十七、那次去看露天演唱会，你骑在我头上看得津津有味，我被你压在下面在人群中流泪。

十八、我家的狗生了，我把最好看的一条送给你。你却把你养得快要死掉的金鱼送给我，害我才养两天就得给它们送终。

十九、我给你洗了N次的袜子，从未给你丢过一只。你只在我生病的时候给我洗了两双袜子，就各丢一只。

二十、我陪你去买东西时我主动帮你提东西，你却从来没问过要不要帮我提东西。

What you feel after Finish reading these message?? XD

but no matter how...please appreciate everything you having now...especially you lover...XD

114days

2009-08-01T23:43:00.001-07:00

Aiks...had been long time didn't update my blog, kinda lazy lately XD

Celebrated my mum 52years old's birthday on 31th of July
[Mama, happy "belated" birthday!!! i Love You!!muAx!!] ps:i never say i love you to my family members XD

The day proofed that i AM a heartless son...i don't even bought a present for my mum and i almost forgotten her birthday if my sister don't remind me...[of cause lo, because my heart is fulled by my girlfriend~XD]. The celebration of the birthday was simple, because it was almost midnight and mum still need to work in next day...

Somebuddy was absented~~[my gorgor is in JB now]

Random picture here~~:=^^=

The birthday cake which is bought by my Sister...
[the wholes is actually for decorate]

Somebuddy call 911~~Shawty fire burning on the birthday cake~
ohhwowow~

Tada...this was the guy who built the fire..

She might look familiar for all the Ex-YokeNam Student...
XD...the main person of the day!!!

blabla days...==

2009-07-24T21:18:00.000-07:00

i had forgotten how many days...lazy to count already...[yes..I admit that i am heartless..XD]

Finally i save RM400, in fact i wanted to buy a new phone [i repeat, i got robbed....]....but i don't think that i can buy any multifunction and high quality mobile phone with these RM400...Or else, i have to buy a second hand mobile phone...whatever la, i just want a phone!!!
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Just got back to home from my cousin brother's wedding...XD

There was nothing special in the wedding, the dishes taste bad, the restaurant was lousy and small... in fact i felt bored in it also, Most of the guest were 1-10 / 25-80 years old, and i was the only teenager in the wedding!!!

opps..i had forgotten my ANOTHER cousin brother...ah Jing [im totally a failure on being his relative, i knew him almost 17years but don't even know how to write his name!!><] he is the only person who accompanied me through the boring wedding...

Some joyless things, waiter who served drinks always came and asked to fill in the liquor for me. I was quite willing to, unfortunately my parents was beside me...i got not chances to have a contact with my dear liquor...TuT...so i forced to have a Coke... People was obviously drunk, i knew it through their red faces [few cup then drunk, they are lousy]...

I was quite pity to my 阿嫂, because my cousin brother was drunk also!!! He left his wife alone and accompanied his drunkie friends... Can't blame him la, he was drunk...XD...but no matter how, the host shouldn't get drunk...Or else, who is going to carry the wife???

In the end, i hope that The host of this wedding a.k.a my cousin brother and his wife, can 长长久久，甜甜蜜蜜，白头偕老，儿孙满堂，and bla bla bla...XD.....

[107days]

2009-07-18T20:02:00.000-07:00

LOLs...did i mention to you that my wallet got robbed by those Malay robbers? And i was rushed to made a new IC?
Guess what, my father just discovered my wallet under the sofa in parlor.....[ swt xia...== ]
so i got scolded la...

The Scout organized a modern cooking competition last night.By coincidence, the PBSM also...wow, i dig out so many different between Scout and PBSM through the Modern Cooking competition...The Scouts are having so many unnecessary rules...
I have a long time didn't stick with the Scouts...

Went to Bon-Odori 2009 last night!!!OMG, i felt very high last night, because i was in half drunk situation...XD...

Before!!!

Before we arrived to the Bon-Odori, Christopher and i went to pearl point and bought the colour hair spray, i bought white, gold and blue...So i wear on the blue colour hair spray, christopher put gold colour on...[they said blue colour look nice..]...After all we got to Pang Guo Hao's bus...

Arrived!!!

Yes!!We arrived to the Bon-Odori, and i felt no different with last year's...still "people mountain people sea"..[and leng luii mountain leng luii sea..hhahahahahahaha]..There was a belfry wrote Panasonic, we marked there as our "base"...mean while, bryan and waibin brought us a birthday cake...it was for LiewLiew, we celebrated with her at our "base"...

After we finished celebrated with Liew, Boys started their job...iaitu take photo with leng luii and get their phone number...i discovered a leng luii who wore kimono, i asked her to take photo with me and i also asked about her phone number..but unfortunately her boyfriend was stood beside her...aiks, very paise leh!!!

Ok here's the climax, some buddy bought a big bottle of "sake"[japanese liquor]...and most of the started felt drunk after a few cup [i mean not more then 2 cups]...Guess what, i drank almost 6 cups and still clear-headed!![but felt quite HIGH also la...haha...suddenly in mood to play]...

Story End...

i got into bus after the closing ceremony, with a strong alcoholic breath...XD

Drunker Rox!!!!
[happy birthday..XD]

98days...Rushing~~

2009-07-16T03:28:00.000-07:00

Changed my blog skin again..Comment~~??

The exhibition pass 4days already, the seni room are still messy, and teachers keep on complain to us...so i stayed back for a while to clear up the seni room...
Kahyuet having 1st debate match today...she seems like very quiet today, holding the lecture notes whole day...pity to her..XD...but God bless la...hope they can win the competition XD.. [I'm useless]

Being unlucky lately!!! 4 malay guy who held a big big knife front of me at EXC last 2days...They robbed my phone and wallet. So i reported to police last night, and rushed to made a new IC today...SIEN lo!!! I'm tired and starving now, but i still have to rush the school magazine's design...i think i have to stay up with my computer whole night again...TuT

[i'm misssing her now...]
[what is she doing?? Is she feeling sleepy during the tuition class??did she won the debate competition??..aiks....i like very 8 gong..XD]

94days, the Sentosa Exhibition day

2009-07-13T05:34:00.000-07:00

Today was the Exhibition day... Aiks!! Finally got through the hardest moment in the year... Do you guys know that i lost my sleep because of this stupid exhibition day's preparation?? I think i slept less then 10 hours 3days... I'm likely to get myself in worst headache lately, it do pain and always make me feel like vomit. I'm easy to get headache when i don't sleep enough...
The only way to solve this pain, is to solve the rubik cube!! [i learned to solve the rubik cube...XD]

the most joyful thing is, the COSPLAY!!

My club organized the cosplay competition, the participants wore very special during the day...and kahyuet wore the costume also!!!omg!!when the costume was worn on her she looks nice, cute, beauty, sexy and gorgeous!!!!

I think i told them that i planned to quit the cosplay before the exhibition day...but i got myself a green colour hair spray abruptly by friends...It doesn't look nice in dark places, and they said i look older with it...= =...

planned to organize a party...where is the suitable place??any suggestion???

Random picture bellow~~

ok...this is me after i got a green colour hair sprayed...comment!!
oopppsss!!!!!sorry i was naked!!! lazy to put on my shirt that time...[my body looks white??i got two totally different colour on my skin...]
she is my girl friend, named Kah Yuet!!! she is CUTE with the costume!!!!
full view~u~ >w<||!!!!!! [Time stopped...] The 1st picture i took with my girlfriend...^^, feel satisfy with it!!
i know my face doesn't look good at that time, because i was in worst headache...XD

老夫老妻 style's photo!!!my girl friend is expert on photography....XD

there is still many picture but it's not with me now...i ll post to my facebook or friendster after i found "them"..XD

91 days

2009-07-10T08:14:00.000-07:00

Stayed back to draw some Anime picture for the Art club with Friends today...

photo below is my drawing

...i felt sick today..headache annoyed me whole day...still have a lot of work haven done yet!!!have to rush tomorrow...

91 days....[belated post]

2009-07-10T05:15:00.000-07:00

Aiks, phone line problem, unable to online last night..so i have to update my "geografi kursus diary" along with today's post...[might be complicated, i try to make it simple...XD]

1st Part!! : 2 days Kursus Geografi ...[ponteng berlesen??]

i attended a boring sucks stupid damn geography course
Government organized a geography course in K.L, each school in K.L chosen 5 to 10 student and sent them to course [only for school who have Geography class]...i guess there were hundred of student came to the course, so the organizer split the whole group in two class...Wai bin and i separated from our group to another class...most of the student are malay [ i not really like malay guys, their attitude are sux and shamed...they smoked in the washroom ]...

Teachers who gave us seminar and taught us was the "Best Geography Teacher in KL"..i wasn't sure are they really the BEST teachers or they just said simply...but she do taught us well, even though her class was quite bored...The air-con was pretty COLD!! Wai bin and i felt like stayed in refrigerator...We got frozen in class!!!...

The class was cold and bored also, It isn't a hardy thing for me to sleep in that kinda situation...Even though we were in damn sleepy mood but we can't sleep obviously, it ll "memxiasuikan" sentosa's prestige...i felt REGRET to joined this event when i CAN'T SLEEP in class!! If i never promised to Mr. Lok i think i might slept in class during the time...
Ok, finished complaining the damn stupid course...
XD

Even though the course was sucks and bored, there was still some benefit for me...^u^...i knew a lot of friends through these boredom days...[i took down some photo with them]..and some of them are pretty LengLuii...i got their phone number also XD..[i just making friends not kau luii sorry...]...between i also knew many skills and technic on answering geography paper...if not you think i went there just for "gap luii"??im a loyalty boy friend..hahaha!!

[EXTRA: We believe that Mr Lok used to be a racing driver...we saw his driving and speeding skill!!! ]

Random picture below~

In the car...spent time on taking picture

1st picture with our "leng zai" geography teacher...

who most leng zai??[leave msg in cbox pls!!]

class was empty because sentosa was the 1st school arrived...we never late

during the boring class...chik chak!!!

waibin felt bored also..==

SMK JinJiang!!!new friends...XD

=3=...

87days...

2009-07-03T03:20:00.000-07:00

i have been long time didn't bother of my blog, surrounded by problems lately...[im lazy to update my blog XD]

something happen in the morning today, Alex argue [++fight] with a prefect [in fact is the prefect started the fight, Christopher and i can become witness]..omg???

ok let's start the story...XD
Christopher , Alex and me were walking around in the school before the assembly's bell rang...we passed by the block E area and met the prefect...the prefect asked Alex to squeeze in his uniform, with rude and gangster style's tone...
of cause Alex did listen to prefect's advised to put his uniform in [slowly XD], so the prefect suddenly came and pull his shirt out, shouted to him asked him do it properly...Alex calmed down, didn't made sounds..so the prefect push him...
they kept on pushing and the strength got harder and harder
Finally the prefect punched Alex's face..

he was moody after all, i accompenied him after the school end...tried to cheer him up. Im not sure did i cheer him up but at least he can laugh..before my accompenied he couldn't smile at all...[see!!! How pro im to cheer people's mood up!!]..perasan-ing..=u=

so...they try to settle it tomorrow...XD..[sure the Lan mao gang ll stand by for Alex...i swear as a LM gang's leader!!]

have to rush for the exhibition day lately...many things is still not be settled yet...
my "China Great Wall" for the innovation club [malay named RekaCipta...i don't know how to mention in english...XD]...after that is my Cosplay's costume for the sentosa cosplay competition...[i planned to cosplay ZORO!!]
yes.. its him...XD Decoration of the Bilik Seni...Drawing to exhibit during the day..and the THINGS to be exhibited during the day...[in fact i can throw all this work to waibin...but as a responsible member...aiks...i forced!! boh bian XD]....

so...ALL THE BEST to AJK's[ no matter what club you are ]

~~aiks....i miss you!!!i love you!!~~

81days..

2009-06-30T04:47:00.000-07:00

An ice-cream car came into our school to make business...=3=, they sold RM 1.50 per cone, most of the student skipped class because of the ice-cream, and i believe they bought more then a cone...can't imagine how much $$$ they earned..Pn. Lim ate a cone of ice-cream during the class also, she looks innocent while eating the ice-cream..XD...between i never skip class to buy the ice-cream, im such a good boy!![kahyuet bought two ice-cream...XD]

Currently cut my hair with Alex and Bryan today...The hair style damn short weii, even my scalp can feel the wind blowing, XD..Bryan also got his hair style changed, he looks much freshly now...I realized that my white hair are getting more and more lately...what does that mean??any good suggestion to solve this problem??im suffering...

Stayed back and accompanied Kahyuet, she's on duty today... i feel sweetness everytime when i stayed beside her, Sometimes her nearness would take my breath away..XD

And there was a unpleasant thing happen during her duty...the afternoon season's prefect came and have a spot check in the Store room, I'm not sure they discovered anything or not, what i know is teacher grab Singping's handphone...[i think he asked for it, cause he was playing music loudly by phone while talking with teachers...]..He planned to snatch from teacher, unsuccessful, he have to meet Mr. Sharul tomorrow...

The "School skippers" told me that they are going to skip school tomorrow, because new headmaster is coming tomorrow[a suitable day to skip school XD]...i never skip school if Kahyuet attend to school..XD

Waibin cried during the class, it is obvious that somebuddy do hurt him, he never love a girl this seriously...Unfortunately, he fell in love with a play girl??[i don't know whether is she a play girl, but her attitude act like she is!]hope waibin can get himself recovered...it doesn't worth to cry for a play girl or a puppy love...be tough!!

80days

2009-06-29T03:53:00.000-07:00

Currently updated my blog skin again,
because people never praise on my Ex-skin..so i changed..XD...Comment!!![totally addicted on editing blogskins...XD]

Another ordinary day. Went school to sleep, accompanied My dear XD[ damn sweet weii!!! ].. Attended to Art club's meeting today, they planned to organize a "cosplay" show during the exhibition day..even though i doesn't agree with the plan, they still want to launch it [ i only interested with the plan can make money...XD ]

so i absent the Scout's activity today...and they finished the menara satu tiang without me...aiks...i think they got mad with me because i FFG them[ fong fei gei=3=]...

Accompanied Waibin in exc, he is moody and sorrowfully now because he was just broke up with Yuen Kei...hope he can recover soon...XD

~~KahYuet!!i Love You!!~~

78days

2009-06-27T01:53:00.000-07:00

currently get my blog skin change....comment please!!!
aiks...went for scout activity today [i absent oftentimes XD]...From 5 helped to build gadgets for the form 3's exhibition project...and the gadget we chosen to do is menara satu tiang[please refer to the picture below]

this gadget in the picture was built by the kelana[ seniors ] while i was form 3...and we decided to build it this year, ofcause the size will be smaller then the kelana's one...Just finish the main trunk today and my hand got full of blister...==[i have been 2 years without touching the rope...]

yew heng got sick lately...sounds serious...he said he might got Virus H1N1[the is 1 care in our school...im not sure which class izit..]...ofcause i knew he was kidding...XD...

i got scolded by HIM again..omg im tired to face HIM...so i ran out straightly after i changed my clothes from house...im bored tired and moody today...but there is 1 things cheer me up!!My modem got repaired finally!!!

77天

2009-06-26T00:02:00.000-07:00

Michael Jackson The King of pop PASSed AWAY!!![by heart disease]
i heard this news on Hitz.fm while im on my way to school...it stunned me,Michael used to be my idol...I do addicted with some of his songs, like "heal the world", "black or white", "beat it" and more and more...aiks...
人生就是这样化学咯，讲死就死。所以大家一定要珍惜生命，孝顺父母……bla bla bla..whatever...

Im with christopher at EXC now...he is moody today because his phone be confiscated by prefects..both of his phone..so he have no phone to use for a week and he have no money to ransom the phone back also...he is suffering...XD[because can't sms with his GF..XD]

Back to scout's life lately...i have been long time didn't contact with scouts...XD

Ya!! I spoiled my computer last few days...now waiting my mum's premission to buy a new computer for mii, XD...but i think my parents ll only take the computer to repair...==so, im not able to online in these days, i forced to online in cyber cafe...
ll my life be destined with cyber cafe forever...??

i miss my girlfriend!!!omg..unable to online neh...when only i get my computer repaired...==
i love you!!!

been tagged...XD

2009-06-23T01:28:00.000-07:00

tagged by Kahyuet..= (

1. Besides your lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
i don't like to get kissed by people..XD..only i kiss people...

2. How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
feel sweet!![i dream of her again...]

3. Who is the last person/people you took photo with?
forgotten...

4. Would you consider yourself SPOILED?
yes...by SDO...[trying to swear off]

5. Will you ever donate blood?
depends on who need my blood and health

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Got but can't consider as "best" friend..

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
yes...people who bully my friend and my family

8. What does your last text message say?
ooi waibin gv me Emo mui's number!!!

9. What are you thinking about right now?
her

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
nop...im naked now

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
8!!

12. Where did you buy the tee you wearing now?
i repeat, im naked!!

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
Yes...

14. Who was the last person who text you?
Ho Yee Hui...

Ten lucky people to do this quiz.
1.Christopher
2.LohWaiBin
3.BryanLee
4.CarmenLee
5.CingCing
6.ElaineKum
7.Naewid
8.ChenXueJun
9.XiaoVoon
10.YuanKeii

15. Who is no.2 having relationship with?
No. 10

16. Is no.3 a male or female?
ordinary teenage boy who addicted with drug

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together, would it be a good?
Yes!!damn match!!!

18. What is no.1 studying?
martial art

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
before im dead

20. Is no.4 single?
i don't know...i not 8 gong...XD

21. Say something about no.2
a sohai who got injured while shaving beard

22. What do you think about no.3 and no.6 being together?
No 3 ll get killed by No.6 i think...

23. Describe no.9
Doraemon with cute and sweet voice

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight?
Sit and watch...free show what...XD

25. Do you like no.8?
yes of cause.....

74days...

2009-06-23T00:10:00.000-07:00

Quite satisfy with my drawing lately...XD...Don't know they acting or what, most of my classmate praise me and my drawing skill...people never praise on my drawing before...hehe**happy happyXD**

[but truly im not expert on drawing..i lost to many people, im drawing shit!!please don't praise me so obvious...]

Waibin got injured while he was shaved his beard...he pasted a big big weird plaster on his lips...damn funny weiii..XD...Maybe im not the 1 who got injured, but he act like very painful, its just a small cut...

darlin in mood today nerx...XD..have to proudly thanks to Singping, his ugly & funny "star jumping" made she laugh for whole day...i like to see her smile..XD

I noticed something today...most of the "girlfriend" likes to beat/slap their "boyfriend"...XD...

73days...

2009-06-22T04:48:00.000-07:00

waibin got a little bit moody today...wondering...XD

I was the first time to attended to the art club's meeting after school today...it seems like this club can earn more money if compare with kelab Reka cipta, because we never discuss without money during the meeting...and i gave many ideaS in it...XD
[To all "BF" in sentosa: please bring extra money for the exhibition day..XD]

I got back home at 3. My sister was played facebook's games through the day[she is off today]...i suggest her to play in cyber cafe while she got lagged in the game[i know nothing about Facebook..]...so she drove me to the cyber cafe nearby my house...and we spent two hours at there...XD
i had been live without SDO for weeks, and i played just now...satisfied...

i'm suffering...because im caught cold for 5days long!! I never sick this long, im wondering am i infected with virus H1N1??[choi choii!!!]...because i get sick..i doesn't dare to stick too near with people ~~especially Kahyuet~~...hope it isn't the Virus H1N1 and hope can recover earlier...XD

72days...

2009-06-21T02:50:00.000-07:00

Ok, Finally My brother has left home to Johor with My parents...Its just left my sisters and i at home...

Since i already knew i ll be lonely at home, i asked waibin and christopher to came to my house and visited me, but after they got into my house, they ignore me...

SEE!!
Wai Bin were usurped My computer to edit his blog's skin..and chat with his GF??Christopher much worst, he usurped my TV, i have nothing to do then...

i drove chris's motobike secretly...he was too concentrated on the TV show and never noticed me...XD
and i helped waibin to edit his skin also...quite nice xia...[because of miie!!]
go to visit his blog ba!!Link waibin's blog up

so they left...im purler to loneliness again...

kahyuet never show herself in my msn list...im wondering what she doing right now??Shopping with her mum joyfully?studying hardy?watching to Astro On demand?or missing me as im too??
missing her deeply...i hate weekend

71days..schooling day..

2009-06-20T00:59:00.000-07:00

its Saturday and is also a schooling day today...damn bored with it, but i attended to school todayXD...

In fact i just got the information last 2days before...teachers never mention even during the assembly, i knew it through my friend...they asked me to come but i ignore them XD, i ponteng oftentimes, it has became normal for me...At first i decided not to go to school and i was slept late lastnight to settle my blog's skin [almost 3 a.m only i went to sleep]...

But i changed my mind in the end because of my darling, XD...she have no buddy to accompany with..so i went to school to accompanied her lor...even the moment to stay with her doesn't long but its enough to me..

~~[darl i love you!!]~~

my class is the highest attendance in blog C, 14 people has attend to school today XD.. i drew many things in the class for the Majalah, because teacher wasn't teaching...and yuen keii ponteng-ed to my class to visited waibin...[ky also!!]...XD...

bro leavin tml...XD i have to live without him for a year

to him my brother...
u don't have to right to blame me on i always cost problems to mum anymore because you are doing the same thing...even though im not really understand what situation it was but...mother were suffered for your things and you still can celebrate your party with friend enjoyably without settling those problems...now papamama have to rush for you, and mum got scolded by father...her tears nearly to drop front of me......i hate those people who hurt my mum and i believe you are the same, hopefully you won't do it again...