new stage of life

it has been a long time i didn't update my blog since the last post until now...i think its about 2 months...hehe...i have to make an apologize for those blog walker who always passby or visit my blog, because u wasted few second of ur life on viewing this dead and rotten blog...

So what i busying within this few months, it just makes me feels like im getting nearer to the stage of adults...
First of all, i attended a driving lisence's test and i passed it as without a hitch...i was sooo happy and proud of myself once i get the P lisence, the feels is totally different when u look at other people get their lisence...but its just my personal opinion la...i know some of u might langsung bo rasa de...><...hehe but get lisence also no use...since my dad don't allowed me to drive...lols...he is stubborn, but there is nothing i can do...

After that, is...i think most of my friend already know that i register to UTAR, and...yeap, i already start my first trimester in UTAR...and this is week 5...well im doing fine in here, and im enjoy my UNI life since i know a lot of new friends here, most of them aren't local people...i mean from KL la...hehe and i also enjoy the subject im studying such as Sociology , Critical thinking and so on la, lazy to list them out...hehe, but Sociology and Critical thinking are the subject that i like THE MOST!! haha, because by studying these, it also ll lead ur mind, ur attitude into a wider states or boundary, i mean it makes u mature...

this is my daily schedule....
24 hours a day
usually i ll be wake up at 6
leave the house at 7 to stay away from the taffic jam...
reach UTAR at 8 then start study...study study study...
finish class at 4;
when i get back home its already 5
6 finish bathing and my dinner as well
7-9 free time~~normally i ll draw something or just slack on facebook
take 1 hour on doing revision to what i've learned in class...
then peii my dear "Boil the phone porridge"...hehe
12, SLEEP!!!
So how do u feel with my daily life??busy am i? haha

Besides, since this is already week 5 of my trimester, of cause there ll be a tons of assignment/homeworks appear in front of me...i might spend my sleepy weekend on them...><

And and...long time dint contact Christopher Hoe[this 1 normal ad...], lohwaibin, melvinPang, bryanlee, alexkwong, liewjunlok , ong boonkit, tan yee heng and all my gang in kuchai lama[sorry for those who never listed...]...im so miss u all and the day we slack in kuchai!!!gonna ask u all come pj yamcha some day..hahaha!!!!

ok its now 2 am...gtg to dream wonderland ad...bb~~~

大家好，又是我在说废话的时候了……

这两天，如果你看到我在笑，不要怀疑，我笑了。
但这绝对不是发自内心的笑容。

近几天心情真的非常差……
有一句话说得很对
“如果一个人太空闲，就会胡思乱想。尤其是过去的伤口……”
无可否认，在开学之前，我的行程表都被打机填满了……

我喜欢打机，不是因为我没有用。
因为只有打机，画画，才能让我从乌烟瘴气的现实中抽离……
我讨厌每天翻开报纸就看到罪案发生……
我讨厌每天起身都得满怀压力的去面对那老头……
我更讨厌单独一个人……

就在昨天晚上，我沉沦在过去的伤口中……
真的好难受…好内疚……

欲知更多详情，请留言～

关于上一篇贴纸……

认真的读一遍我写的东西，我发现到脏话的出现率逐渐频繁……
不认识我的人铁定会认为我是一个缺乏耐性与教养的人…
所以我对那些被我脏话污染了双眼的人，献上万二分的道歉……
尽管如此，还是没有任何方式能比脏话更能突出我的心情。

现在是凌晨5点，我睡不着，今天除了在宝贝的电话里，我没有笑过。
在两年前，我在旧的部落格写过我，对这个家的感觉，心疼与心碎的感觉。
有人批判，有人同情。
批判我的，是那些即将被父母的爱溺毙的，被宠坏的孩子
同情我的，是那些陪我过日子的兄弟
了解我的，没有……

今晚的宁静，带我回到小时候，一个人的宁静……

http://0123-abcdefg.spaces.live.com/
三年前的blog!!!刚才找到的!!!

这个部落格已经没用了，三-四年没更新，也不会再被我打开，所以有意见就留在这里吧
还有，有很多事年幼无知所写下的，不要笑我！！

昨天很开心，跟伟斌两个ma mat lou看电影，然后我，信平，伟斌，就在midvalley血拼，我花了差不多一百多块咯……还用信平的手机拍了很多照片，下次才upload……
然后晚上shabu-shabu，跟SheePhing, Jeffery, ZaxLim, Alex, 信平，伟斌，我，庆祝melvin生日……吃了好多……还很热闹的说。之后一起走路去Fishnet上一下网，就闪回了……

今天早上就中了，mahai sohai老豆，给人生diao死啦，自己这样厉害自己做啦。有事情就搭肩膀说thankyou，拜托 啦，没事的时候就赶我走，说我留在家没有用啦，gan lin na，因为一包饭跟我翻脸啊？！ma ga hai，不用你说，你不是第一个说我没用的人，很多人都看不起我的啦，从街头到结尾都是啊。是，对，我没用，我什么lan都不7懂，我还很犯贱啊，我没用，惨的过我喜欢。怎样？来啦打死我啦。我留在家没有用，你叫我做什么我都不做，我也不会拜托你什么lan，反正从小时候你对我的恩就只是帮我洗衣，在我去学校，养我，没有你的分，吊我，只有你的份……现在我连出门，宁愿走路走到中暑都不给你载啊。每天要打死我啦，最好就打死我，以后看谁死先，niahai....

昨天开开心心，威风熠熠，今天？！都是因为你翻开我的旧伤口。

dear对不起，我今天心情真的很差……