2010年11月15日星期一

最近迷上了两首歌...
月光石
初音 - i wanna be your world
两首都是日本歌...
虽然我不知道她在 "ngap mat",也不知道歌词...
不过我认为, 从曲子, 旋律...往往更能将歌的情感传达给每一个听众...
这两首歌...完完全全将温暖, 人与人之间的疏离与矛盾
直接传达到我的心中.......


我身边的确是有一些人, 他们听歌时只听歌词...
相对的, 他们对日本歌也是有一定的偏见...
总是因为不知道歌词就批评说 "不好听的啦!"
这些人因为语言的偏见, 斩断了他们与曲子,音乐的联系...
我个人认为, 他们根本没有资格欣赏音乐

我很容易被一些事情, 甚至是一首歌, 一部电影给感动
我就是这样感性的人...


在早几个星期之前, 我发现了, 一个很渺小, 却对我造成很大影响的一句话
我们, 都能把 任 何 事 情, 分享给身边每一个人, 唯独是 "感觉" 没有办法被分享...

我不知道啦...

2010年11月13日星期六

its now 11 pm for this Saturday...I'ma totally exhausted
i went centre to buy some ingredient for our dinner...then went to visit waibin at his workplace OLD TOWN...and so on...
u know what? i told my mum imma gonna dye my hair TODAY, immediately!
However it was abandoned cause of some SOHAI ^^ phang XXX XXX
he keep telling me "dont la sohai dont la, wait ur hair longer 1st la!!! "
okay then...he was successfully persuaded me, i will continue my plan after a couple months...

Now, i wanna listed out WTF i want!!!
1. Car
- i need a car so that i can travel to school, to friend's house or even to WET without bringing incovenience to my "driver"...sometimes, they even show u some " face color" =,=

2. Laptop
- im now using a laptop but, its not mine but my mum's, so i cant really drag it anywhere out from my house...and it is kinda boring if u are having a cup of coffee, without a laptop in a cafeteria like old town, or starbucks...

3. New mobilephone
- im now using a "dontknow WTF berry"...its a pirate cellphone from blackberry from china, and its waibin's 1 , not mine, i dont own any fuckin cellphone now...so i need it, ASAP...

4. Better Sound System
- i went to Phang XXX XXX house and had a touch on his fuckin boombox, omg that was awesome...so...i wanna have 1 as well... u_u

ok la, sleep liao....1130 liao...nitez...==

2010年11月12日星期五

原本想说最近尽量不打blog……不过我真的有一点点受不了……

我和她吵了一下【其实是两天】……老实说,我还不是很懂到底发生什么事情……
她很奇怪的。一是可以很好没有问题。但是一瞬间,自己想多了,就emo……
是啦,人是可以因为想太多,一下子emo的啦。不过……对我来说,她太快了咯……
完全没有前兆,原本在电话谈到笑到肚子痛,转过头关电话就马上,听着哦,是马上emo哦!
讲emo就emo,然后就会问爱不爱我过后就会问我要不要分手……
同样的事情是发生了好几次……
我明明很爱她啊,虽然没有常常想念她,但总是把她挂在嘴边…
她却没有办法理解…常因为一点小事质疑我不爱她。
我怕我真的有一天会厌倦……不过可能这个是报应啦……

报应一个一个来了……

我是不知道啦……我觉得最近身边的人都很陌生……我发现到我和大家有那么一点点的不一样……
so far除了林子威,我找不到真的知道我在想什么的人……
我所感受到的东西,别人都感受不到……我喜欢的东西,别人都接受不到……

我没有办法理解……
为什么这么好的东西,这么温暖的东西,这么触碰人心的东西,他们居然感受不到?
为什么还没有了解它,这么快便拒绝了?
为什么为什么……







我怕我会疯掉……

【我在发泄,乱乱讲话……】

2010年11月7日星期日

just received a request from my dance club senior Alex Nvs that whether i wanna perform for the next event in January...and my answer is yes...

u know what, i love dancing although i don't really have the talent in it, but i love dancing especially popping, nothing could be better then moving, popping your body along with the rhythm and tempo of the song!!! seriously when u dance, u feel the freedom...as well as drawing...^^ aiya i also dont know what im talking = =

hey man i miss my lastime punye body shape neh~now fat fat, dance also like shit== no buddy will look at meT,T