最近，街道上，网路内，我们都能感受到，一股浓厚的火药味在蔓延。
自Sohai校长 Siti Insah的事件之后，外面的种族主义者有增加的趋势。
很久以前小弟就有“长大后，有能力了就离开马来西亚”的想法。
可是要离开一片原本养育你的土地，谈何容易？
对，一个行李箱，一个机票，在国外已经有一份稳定的收入，要离开并不困难。
我的“谈何容易”是指，你要因为第三者的破坏，而离开一个充满回忆的地方，原本属于你的土地……一个充满你，和家人，朋友的地方……
离开以后，尽管你完全适应当地的生活，可是，那一片土地再也没有你的足迹……

我爱这片土地，因为在这里充满了我的回忆，我的朋友，我的家人，甚至是我的敌人。
因为这里有我“曾经活着”的证据。我认为像这样，才是真正的属于你的地方。

可是我所珍爱的土地，并没有想象中的完美。
在朝执政的党派把华人视为二等公民，无视我们华人的感受，剥夺我们华人的权利
http://www.youtube.com/user/dapkl
我都懒惰打了，要知道更多就去看看上面的link，倪可敏的讲座。他说的，代表了我们马来西亚华人的心声。

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OK Guys is me over here again...Now, is already the fxxkn last week of this sem, which means the fxxkn Final Exam of Sem 1 is around the fxxkn corner.
However, i still cant figure the fxxk out why im still here with my fxxkn FACEBOOK!!! i should be with my fxxkn text book now... u_u feel fxxkingly guilty at this moment la weii , any medicine can cure me from fxxkn addiction of facebook??

Sorry for the fxxk word...i've gone sohai ad...

The song of my blog "love the way you lie" by Eminem ft. Rihanna, I will gone extremely EMO no matter how many times I listen to it... A lot of thoughts will go through my mind, all those bad memories that I used to forget...
Something actually happened during last night's pasar malam, it makes me truely down... and when i pass by the pirate CD store beside the pasar malam, the song was played.... it makes my mood worst...

5 years, I have been trying my best to hide myself from the fact that, I'm a son of a deputy headmistress...
I don't feel happy at all, but guilty on being a son of deputy headmistress...
It might be a good thing for those who are talented or good in studies, since teachers will praise you and say"哇～不愧是老师的儿子～" and it will make your mom proud.
In common sense, a son of a teacher must always perform well in studies right?
However, the treatment will totally change when the same condition appeared at a lazy, useless or a mediocre student...and fortunately, I'm the one...
I was sensitive when people talk about my mum is a deputy headmistress, since most of them dont say good thing about it... all they will be sure is to say "你妈妈做么会有你这样的儿子"
.....
I dont get it. I will be the only one that get scolded extremely bad when I've done something wrong, is it because of my mum? Is it just because I wasn't as good as other teacher's son performed? I dont feel good... and I dont have much friend, because of my mum again...
Everyday, again and again, people will pay more attention on those bad things I did, and they will not notice other good things I did, then scold me with the same sentence...
Finally I've gone through my dark primary days. And I decided to downplay the fact from others during my secondary life, yet I was still sensitive with that sentence.

Until today, I had successfully enter a university, and I did very well in every task of my coursework. I dont think people will ever say such words to me again. In fact, I'll make my mom feel proud of me.
HOWEVER, no matter how good I've done, it is not enough... because my friend, which consider as a close friend of mine, she said the same thing to me, same words, with same tone. I ain't gonna mention her name here, it doesn't important...
It might be a fact... I'm still a shame of my mum... I'm a failure...

Finally, i went through the most difficult time in my Sem 1...i left the one and only presentation for Critical thinking on Friday, but no worries since i had memorise all my speech last week... ^^

i discovered a quite emo but attractive song from youtube, i not sure when does it published, it seems like an old song...but somehow, no matter how an "old" song izit, at least it's mean new to me ^^
here is the link Arigatou-Kokia[ click here to listen ty~~]
[you may leave your comment in my cbox thr about this song...hehehe]

what else i can do online without facebook?

a short post for today, thanks for reading ^^

My blog seems so dead, izit i not that famous enough? or just my blog ain't attractive at all? whatever is it...i not interested with it at all...

Finally got my Sociology presentation finished! can have some rest finally~

we work 6 people a group, AKU, Chong LianG Wei, Toh Wei Xien, Kok Mei Yee, Lance Chia Ing Kiong, Sim Ven Huei....and spent 3 days to settle down all the things...be honest, it's pretty tough and tiring==

Lecturer actually gave us 2 weeks for preparation, but mean while there is another 2 more assignment which is pretty close to submission date

i was fxxkingly busy and lack of sleep recently! [forgive my rudeness weii...]

However, it's worth in the end for spending so much effort on it

gosh you will never know how suprize and touched i was...

Ms Samantha say Well done and Very Good for our present!!!

she never say this to the previous 2 groups...

After She leaves, we took some Stupiak Pic hehe..u may also see these pic by visit my facebook

so for next week,wednesday-midterm test of English, friday-3th test of maths of social science...

aiks!!!