2009年11月13日星期五

有的走就永远不要回来,也不能想家

不知不觉,待在这个地狱已经7年了。漫长的七年。

因为他,让我全家人都活在无形的压力之中。

兄姐们唯一安慰我的话就是,“离开了就不要回来,日子多么难过也不能想家。”

对,我会想妈,但如果他是一家之主,我不会想家。

2009年11月9日星期一

212days

这一天,也许是我有生以来最快乐的日子……
请容许本人在这里肉麻肉麻一下。
老婆!我永远爱你!

Went pyramid with yuet, keii, chaili , chris, peiqii and bryan...^^
Opportunely we met KheiYing at there, it was my 1st meet with her, but she seems like not interested to chat/make friends with me...though she looks kind+friendly, hehe...she is form 3 this year but she looks much mature then her age...as we can see there is a huge differences between her and my darling, hehe...
And darling bought a formal dress with RM 89. Looks suit to her!!![her mums said it's cheap xD]
After that we spent RM28 took "Big Head Paste"[please translate straightly to chinese...]
THEN......^^

looks like there is some argument between my family member, obviously my parents, now my dad decided to sleep at parlor...They seems like never talk to each other for few days...and mom seems get hurt the most among us...aiks....how can he treat his own wife like this?!!wtf?!!
how long that he has to keep himself in childishness?for not hurting any 1 especially my mom?

by some chance, i feel much comfort since he doesn't bother me ANYMORE..xD
good news here: my dad ain't fetching me to/back from school any more!!!yeah~~

2009年11月6日星期五

209days

Staying at home today...it's another day of boredom...
The reason i wasn't going is because of my friend late inform me that they were going to school, meanwhile i was rejected my dad for taking me to school in the next morning.

i stuck with computer for whole day as usual, luckily i got PP Stream, the online TV program...it entertain me for few hours... i smacked back to boredom after finish watching 宫心计, now waiting episode 14, this show is damn nice, it's attract me a lot!!

2009年11月5日星期四

208days

Uploaded new songs into my blog..."Through My Window-Bunkface", also known as the theme song of DIGI Telecommunications and SDO[SuperDancerOnline]...
Some buddy complain to me that they can't stop the music playing because they can't found the bar...What i wanna tell them is, you can't STOP it though u know where is the music playing. So the only way to stop the song playing is, take out a 10KG hammer and smash your speaker into dust...Heard that??

Highlight to read the post below...
I always say to my friend that Mxlxys are sux[i dint mean ALL but most of them]...they steal, they rob, they mess this city up into unpeaceful...Yap Sing Ping just surrounded and got thrashed by those stupid form4 Malays...See?this is the truly of Mxlxys!!!Damn fool filthy barbarians...
[i guess it's a general consciousness to all Non-Malays... ]

lols...now only i hope that i could grow up at a broken home without a father...It's a difficulty to stay with him even just a second...but i had been living in this difficulty 17years...

2009年11月3日星期二

207days

Aiks, i was in nice mood today actually, i had a long revision in class with waibin, and ponteng as usual...
But Kahyuet and friends caught by Pn. Fazilah , in a group of boys and girls...haha...i wasn't there, so should i say myself lucky??...i think i told them not to stay at there...xD, but they seems don't mind at all, i also couldn't say anything negative to them right?

Just hope that Kahyuet can be much careful if she ponteng intending...but i think she would be much struggling for her SPM and not to ponteng anymore? ^^god knows...haha....

That bitch[as known as Fazilah] also caught my hair, though she have the responsibility and power to catch my hair, but i still not convince to her [there is a story that made me be opposed with her], i prefer caught by Mr. Loke...
xD, but luckily it was Mr.VJ[i don't know about the properly spelling of his name] take charge to cut my hair...he was damn mercy, still keep some long part for me...xD...i like him^^

Quarrel with dad as usual...he do have the right to scold me as a father...though i got no mistaken
I'm speechless being with him. xD..haha

2009年11月2日星期一

It's been a long time im not using english on blogging...xD...seems difficult...



Sometimes, its a difficulty to being with my girlfriend... It isn't her fault i understand, i never blame on her also...it's normal that a girl who couldn't have that freedom in her age...It isn't the first time i feel disappointed for can't date with her...
you may ask why i don't choose a girlfriend that have enough freedom.
But the only answer would be...
"I'm fated to be in love with you..."
Though i have no enough time to be with her...im still wont regret on choosing her as my girlfriend...
She is the 1 and only who can bring me happiness and sweetness that much...who love me and care about me so much other then my mom, who could share my problems when i'm EMO[moodless]...
I would be lifeless without her...xD

2009年11月1日星期日

原来有一些事情,一些回忆,是连时间也没有办法将其冲淡的……

最糟糕的是,一旦回忆和那一首“我们的歌”锁在一起时……

回忆会随之播放,以前的片段会不断重演,伤口也一样在淌血。

即使我不再爱你,也无法忘掉过往挥之不去,我们的回忆……