最近迷上了两首歌...
月光石
初音 - i wanna be your world
两首都是日本歌...
虽然我不知道她在 "ngap mat",也不知道歌词...
不过我认为, 从曲子, 旋律...往往更能将歌的情感传达给每一个听众...
这两首歌...完完全全将温暖, 人与人之间的疏离与矛盾
直接传达到我的心中.......
我身边的确是有一些人, 他们听歌时只听歌词...
相对的, 他们对日本歌也是有一定的偏见...
总是因为不知道歌词就批评说 "不好听的啦!"
这些人因为语言的偏见, 斩断了他们与曲子,音乐的联系...
我个人认为, 他们根本没有资格欣赏音乐
我很容易被一些事情, 甚至是一首歌, 一部电影给感动
我就是这样感性的人...
在早几个星期之前, 我发现了, 一个很渺小, 却对我造成很大影响的一句话
我们, 都能把 任 何 事 情, 分享给身边每一个人, 唯独是 "感觉" 没有办法被分享...
我不知道啦...
2010年11月15日星期一
2010年11月13日星期六
its now 11 pm for this Saturday...I'ma totally exhausted
i went centre to buy some ingredient for our dinner...then went to visit waibin at his workplace OLD TOWN...and so on...
u know what? i told my mum imma gonna dye my hair TODAY, immediately!
However it was abandoned cause of some SOHAI ^^ phang XXX XXX
he keep telling me "dont la sohai dont la, wait ur hair longer 1st la!!! "
okay then...he was successfully persuaded me, i will continue my plan after a couple months...
Now, i wanna listed out WTF i want!!!
1. Car
- i need a car so that i can travel to school, to friend's house or even to WET without bringing incovenience to my "driver"...sometimes, they even show u some " face color" =,=
2. Laptop
- im now using a laptop but, its not mine but my mum's, so i cant really drag it anywhere out from my house...and it is kinda boring if u are having a cup of coffee, without a laptop in a cafeteria like old town, or starbucks...
3. New mobilephone
- im now using a "dontknow WTF berry"...its a pirate cellphone from blackberry from china, and its waibin's 1 , not mine, i dont own any fuckin cellphone now...so i need it, ASAP...
4. Better Sound System
- i went to Phang XXX XXX house and had a touch on his fuckin boombox, omg that was awesome...so...i wanna have 1 as well... u_u
ok la, sleep liao....1130 liao...nitez...==
i went centre to buy some ingredient for our dinner...then went to visit waibin at his workplace OLD TOWN...and so on...
u know what? i told my mum imma gonna dye my hair TODAY, immediately!
However it was abandoned cause of some SOHAI ^^ phang XXX XXX
he keep telling me "dont la sohai dont la, wait ur hair longer 1st la!!! "
okay then...he was successfully persuaded me, i will continue my plan after a couple months...
Now, i wanna listed out WTF i want!!!
1. Car
- i need a car so that i can travel to school, to friend's house or even to WET without bringing incovenience to my "driver"...sometimes, they even show u some " face color" =,=
2. Laptop
- im now using a laptop but, its not mine but my mum's, so i cant really drag it anywhere out from my house...and it is kinda boring if u are having a cup of coffee, without a laptop in a cafeteria like old town, or starbucks...
3. New mobilephone
- im now using a "dontknow WTF berry"...its a pirate cellphone from blackberry from china, and its waibin's 1 , not mine, i dont own any fuckin cellphone now...so i need it, ASAP...
4. Better Sound System
- i went to Phang XXX XXX house and had a touch on his fuckin boombox, omg that was awesome...so...i wanna have 1 as well... u_u
ok la, sleep liao....1130 liao...nitez...==
2010年11月12日星期五
原本想说最近尽量不打blog……不过我真的有一点点受不了……
我和她吵了一下【其实是两天】……老实说，我还不是很懂到底发生什么事情……
她很奇怪的。一是可以很好没有问题。但是一瞬间，自己想多了，就emo……
是啦，人是可以因为想太多，一下子emo的啦。不过……对我来说，她太快了咯……
完全没有前兆，原本在电话谈到笑到肚子痛，转过头关电话就马上，听着哦，是马上emo哦！
讲emo就emo，然后就会问爱不爱我过后就会问我要不要分手……
同样的事情是发生了好几次……
我明明很爱她啊，虽然没有常常想念她，但总是把她挂在嘴边…
她却没有办法理解…常因为一点小事质疑我不爱她。
我怕我真的有一天会厌倦……不过可能这个是报应啦……
报应一个一个来了……
我是不知道啦……我觉得最近身边的人都很陌生……我发现到我和大家有那么一点点的不一样……
so far除了林子威，我找不到真的知道我在想什么的人……
我所感受到的东西，别人都感受不到……我喜欢的东西，别人都接受不到……
我没有办法理解……
为什么这么好的东西，这么温暖的东西，这么触碰人心的东西，他们居然感受不到？
为什么还没有了解它，这么快便拒绝了？
为什么为什么……
我怕我会疯掉……
【我在发泄，乱乱讲话……】
我和她吵了一下【其实是两天】……老实说，我还不是很懂到底发生什么事情……
她很奇怪的。一是可以很好没有问题。但是一瞬间，自己想多了，就emo……
是啦，人是可以因为想太多，一下子emo的啦。不过……对我来说，她太快了咯……
完全没有前兆，原本在电话谈到笑到肚子痛，转过头关电话就马上，听着哦，是马上emo哦！
讲emo就emo，然后就会问爱不爱我过后就会问我要不要分手……
同样的事情是发生了好几次……
我明明很爱她啊，虽然没有常常想念她，但总是把她挂在嘴边…
她却没有办法理解…常因为一点小事质疑我不爱她。
我怕我真的有一天会厌倦……不过可能这个是报应啦……
报应一个一个来了……
我是不知道啦……我觉得最近身边的人都很陌生……我发现到我和大家有那么一点点的不一样……
so far除了林子威，我找不到真的知道我在想什么的人……
我所感受到的东西，别人都感受不到……我喜欢的东西，别人都接受不到……
我没有办法理解……
为什么这么好的东西，这么温暖的东西，这么触碰人心的东西，他们居然感受不到？
为什么还没有了解它，这么快便拒绝了？
为什么为什么……
我怕我会疯掉……
【我在发泄，乱乱讲话……】
2010年11月7日星期日
just received a request from my dance club senior Alex Nvs that whether i wanna perform for the next event in January...and my answer is yes...
u know what, i love dancing although i don't really have the talent in it, but i love dancing especially popping, nothing could be better then moving, popping your body along with the rhythm and tempo of the song!!! seriously when u dance, u feel the freedom...as well as drawing...^^ aiya i also dont know what im talking = =
hey man i miss my lastime punye body shape neh~now fat fat, dance also like shit== no buddy will look at meT,T
u know what, i love dancing although i don't really have the talent in it, but i love dancing especially popping, nothing could be better then moving, popping your body along with the rhythm and tempo of the song!!! seriously when u dance, u feel the freedom...as well as drawing...^^ aiya i also dont know what im talking = =
hey man i miss my lastime punye body shape neh~now fat fat, dance also like shit== no buddy will look at meT,T
2010年10月25日星期一
post for 25
today WAS a fuckin great day since I'd done my presentation, and to me, it is a perfect presentation in 5 minute of my life.Eventhough im not that good enough, but i'd throw all my heart and blood in it, I'm satisfied. ^^
and today, is yuen keii's bufday...soo pity that having to birthday during the exam huh??haha hopefully i can attend ur celebration la...^^ btw sang yat fai lok!!!
However, the cheeriness should stop at the moment.
everything turn up side down once i get into room...i heard something from my bro which is the phrases i dislike the most
"i don't want to live in a mountains on RUBBISH..."
in the past few weeks, I'd forgotten wtf they were arguing with, i mean my bro and dad were in 1 side and going against me la...
but as what i remember is, something ridiculous was spamming out from their fucking mouth
dad:"Hai yan lai de zhe ge...mei you yong liao de, fei wu lai de"
【all the bad terms in chinese or cantonese was continually comin out from his mouth】
bro:"yea la, i tahan very long ad, useless and hopeless liao de la him"
【i tell u, my bro was treating me so fuckin nice before it】
【 but at that moment, i realized its all illusion】
【he is pretending all the time...although i don't know wtfuckin purpose he is havin】
so now let me conclude all the fuckin bullshit stuff they said is~
im totally useless and hopeless at all, i have to stress the word USELESS
im OK with this word actually, it suits me a lot...
i was lying to myself all the time that im not useless as i did lastime, i'd grown [i guess]
in UTAR, i pay so much effort on doing all the presentations, assignments, all i want to do is get their recognize, however i realized, its just not enough...i fed up on telling them im useful, because its just not enough...im totally "tak boleh pakai" to them...a fucking failure under the comparison with the other 2 kids of him...
NO MATTER HOW WELL I'VE DONE, AS LONG AS MY ROOM IS MESSY, I WILL BE CLASSIFIED INTO A VEYR VERY USELESS CATEGORY...
My stuff is messy, i admit that im useless also la...i dont even manage my books, papers baik baik...im enjoy living sleeping in this fuckin mess SO WHAT!!!
I respect u alot ad right? i never ever say that ur things is RUBBISH!!
yea imma rubbish, but my stuff NOT AT ALL!!! they have their own meaning to me!!
u can disrespect to me, but to my drawings or comic, u are not forgivable at all...
u dont have the right to say that im show no respect to u, please think of what u hv done to me NOW
and today, is yuen keii's bufday...soo pity that having to birthday during the exam huh??haha hopefully i can attend ur celebration la...^^ btw sang yat fai lok!!!
However, the cheeriness should stop at the moment.
everything turn up side down once i get into room...i heard something from my bro which is the phrases i dislike the most
"i don't want to live in a mountains on RUBBISH..."
in the past few weeks, I'd forgotten wtf they were arguing with, i mean my bro and dad were in 1 side and going against me la...
but as what i remember is, something ridiculous was spamming out from their fucking mouth
dad:"Hai yan lai de zhe ge...mei you yong liao de, fei wu lai de"
【all the bad terms in chinese or cantonese was continually comin out from his mouth】
bro:"yea la, i tahan very long ad, useless and hopeless liao de la him"
【i tell u, my bro was treating me so fuckin nice before it】
【 but at that moment, i realized its all illusion】
【he is pretending all the time...although i don't know wtfuckin purpose he is havin】
so now let me conclude all the fuckin bullshit stuff they said is~
im totally useless and hopeless at all, i have to stress the word USELESS
im OK with this word actually, it suits me a lot...
i was lying to myself all the time that im not useless as i did lastime, i'd grown [i guess]
in UTAR, i pay so much effort on doing all the presentations, assignments, all i want to do is get their recognize, however i realized, its just not enough...i fed up on telling them im useful, because its just not enough...im totally "tak boleh pakai" to them...a fucking failure under the comparison with the other 2 kids of him...
NO MATTER HOW WELL I'VE DONE, AS LONG AS MY ROOM IS MESSY, I WILL BE CLASSIFIED INTO A VEYR VERY USELESS CATEGORY...
My stuff is messy, i admit that im useless also la...i dont even manage my books, papers baik baik...im enjoy living sleeping in this fuckin mess SO WHAT!!!
I respect u alot ad right? i never ever say that ur things is RUBBISH!!
yea imma rubbish, but my stuff NOT AT ALL!!! they have their own meaning to me!!
u can disrespect to me, but to my drawings or comic, u are not forgivable at all...
u dont have the right to say that im show no respect to u, please think of what u hv done to me NOW
2010年10月8日星期五
before this, i was passin through some of those, who used to be my best friends' facebook pages...im not gonna mention about them...im wondering why the relationship will turn into this awkward condition, from brotherhood, to strangers that won't even make a greet to me...
yea i might know the truth, it might because of, i was betrayed them from their trustfulness and not just once....or other reasons...im just hidin myself from it, all i know is im so unforgivable...
how many years, i dint reli look into their eyes...
each time i feel resentful and jealous, when im lookin in their photo...they were laughing amusedly...without me...
yea i might know the truth, it might because of, i was betrayed them from their trustfulness and not just once....or other reasons...im just hidin myself from it, all i know is im so unforgivable...
how many years, i dint reli look into their eyes...
each time i feel resentful and jealous, when im lookin in their photo...they were laughing amusedly...without me...
2010年10月4日星期一
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